.:the boi with the twisted mind:.

2009-03-22T20:55:00.001+08:00

22nd March @ 2056hrs

HIATUS!

2009-03-19T16:35:00.003+08:00

19th March @ 1636hrs

I want to go running lah!!!!!!!

2009-03-13T16:37:00.003+08:00

13th March @ 1638hrs

Night shift today.

Somehow, I'm stressed up due to some circumstances. Please let me go through the nite with ease. Insyallah.

~Di sebalik deruan khatulistiwa ~
~tempat asalnya satira KISAH KITA~

2009-03-12T00:42:00.004+08:00

12th March @ 0042hrs

I have a strong feeling that something bad is going to happen to me today.

2009-03-10T18:27:00.002+08:00

10 March @ 1829hrs

Work was hectic. It was really hectic and I don't wish to specify.

I'm just tired.

Anyway, today's PaMa wedding anniversary. It's been more than 20 years since you both got married. Happy anniversary PaMa. I know I haven't been a good son to you all this years, but at least I'm sure you know that I'm not wayward. How I wish I can tell you in person.

I'm mature enough. I have a full time career now, and I'm not getting any younger. My mindset has change. And especially to you Ma, I hope you'll see me growing up, to become a better person and insyallah, see me getting married. Given your medical condition, I can only pray hard. I may be rude to you, I may look as tho I don't care.

But truth is, I care. I only have you in this lifetime. I have a soft spot. Once again, Happy Anniversary to both of you.

Pray for me, may I get to clear this problem of mine asap. Insyallah.

2009-02-22T19:04:00.007+08:00

22nd Feb @ 1930hrs

Off day today. Work was great! Hahah. . .was doing the proactive duty that's why. Hahah. . .if only every tour was like this. Heheh. . sorry, can't specify more.

Btw, met Lina during my tour. She happened to be at in the area I was patrolling. So hi hi bye bye. Hehehe. . .matair baru eh? =P

Wanted to go breakfast with the-girl-who-likes-to-tanam-her-hp after work, but it seems that there was some miscomm. In the end, lunch kat Little India. Hahaha. Was thinking of going Mustafa after that, but due to some unforseen circumstances, plan was cancelled.

Meeting Syidin and Areen tonite. Might be going Singgah Slalu, usual place. Chill out. I hope Wan is joining us. Dah lamer tak nampak si mangkuk tu. Heheh. . .

Anyway, I realised that my tolerance level has been low this past few weeks. I get agitated and frustrated easily. I always tend to work for the things which I really want but at the end of the day, when I don't get the results, I get mad. Haiz. . .

Perhaps I've been too lenient or frequently step on. But nvm, the EQ workshop has taught me alot and discover more about myself.

I won't hide anymore. Enuf said.

Btw, I can't wait for the next Transformer movie to be out lah!!!!

Something random. Mkn at Straits kitchen. =)

obviously it doesnt' goes well together

?

@ Straits Kitchen with the team

2009-02-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

7th January @ 2331hrs

Just got back from dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Been long since I last went there. Had, bbq prawn, chicken, kerang bakar and satay! Heheh. . . .nah~ the quantity is not a lot lah.

Went East Coast after that. =)

Home was the next destination. Work starts late for me tmr, but also finishing late. Grr. . .I rather start in the morning, den at least I have time for running after shift. But nvm.

Btw, went fishing at Labrador yesterday nite with the clique. Dah lamer tak cast! hahah. . and I got myself a new 10 ft Shimano rod! So aper lagi, test drive lah smalam. Heheh. . .but perhaps luck wasn't on our side. No catch. Heheh

Nxt time perhaps.

Gonna get a Shimano reel next. Hehe. . fishing is an investment. Hahaha.

But before that, waiting for pay day!! Even before pay day, 'Ah Long' dah datang minta hutang. Haiz. . .nvm . . .save up!

I can't wait for my long leave! I need a break!

2009-01-21T22:31:00.018+08:00

21st Jan @ 2350hrs

And so the team outing that day was tiring and fun. Haha. . it kinda bond the whole team better. More of this kind of outing should be organise. Hahah..

Uploaded most of the pics. The rest are on the other team mates cameras. Yet to receive from them. Preview what I have first ya. Hehe. . .

the beginning of the trip. . . .

tis van was a couple van. . .which includes my team leader. Hahah. .

kinda blur, but yeah, dat's the wonderful TL of mine.

breakfast at one of the cafe. . .

err. . . .

taken at the Fruit Farm

the UN Peacekeeper and gf!

they don't look like a policemen rite? Hahaha. . .

duyung part 24534556

random. . heh~

taken at the Herb Farm. Come to me Papaya!!

Oh. . .then off we went to the Ostrich Farm. Funny things happened there. Anyway, I didn't know that the egg was super big. One egg is equivalent to 25 chicken eggs!! Wow! And it needed a drill for the contents to be poured out. So imagine how hard the egg is. . .

Big huh?

Which one is yours?

test of strength!

the Ostrich which scared many!

look at the yolk!

when the chicken played dead

the croc urinated on Lionel right after this pic was taken! Hahahaha. .

this croc is 130yrs old!!

roar!!

Well . . . . .the highlight of the day was taking a boat ride to watch the fire flies!! It was super beautiful and romantic I tell you. The boat ride took us into a pitch black river surrounded by forest. And suddenly, you see the trees and branches lighted up because of these insects!!

Lawa kan? I mean it's my first and I never knew it would be this beautiful lah!!!!! I even caught one, but too bad, it flew off after that. Heheh. . . If only the place was nearer to home. . . . .

Anyway, am glad that i enjoyed it.

Well. . . .next time ya!!

2009-01-11T10:23:00.002+08:00

11 Jan @ 1024hrs

Work starting late for me today, that explains why I'm still at home blogging.

Might be running with the team after work today, that is, if I do not have any pending returns. Hahaha. . .

Anyway, yesterday Dempsey Hill was fun. A town by itself. And the atmosphere was super great. Only thing. . . . . .full of riches. Hehe. . .

Durian. Seafood. Yum!!

We date. We sing. We steal things.

=)

2009-01-01T19:09:00.002+08:00

Jason Mraz - Make It Mine

Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Leap and the net will appear

I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I, I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up, up, up and away
And over to a table at the graditude café

And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
I, la la la I, la la la I, la la la la love this

Well I don't wanna break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I, I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

And timing's everything
and this time there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

I don't wanna wait no more
No I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I, I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
That's why, I will show it
I'm gonna make it all mine
Mm gonna make, gonna make, gonna make
Gonna make it, make it, make it mine
Oh my, yes I'll make it all mine

I'll make it all mine. . . . . .

2009-01-01T17:31:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year people!!!!

May 2009 be a better year for all for you.

Let's leave all the unhappiness behind and start afresh ya. Let's be a better person and learn from each other. Learnt from our mistakes. Let's look forward to a better future. =)

To all who went for the countdown, I'm sure had fun! :) and thank for the new year messages peeps!

To all who was working, I understand how u feel. Hahaha. . . . .coz I was working too!! Grr. . . but nvm. Hehe. . .

To Gebu, aku malas lah nk buka account baru. . .nanti aku free aku create k. Hehe. . .biler nk bertemu?!! hahhah. . .

And btw, it was nice to hear your new year resolution. Make it true. . .=)

2008-10-10T20:54:00.005+08:00

10th Oct @ 2109hrs

a smile after a long and tiring tour!! sesungguhnya aku ngantok!

Three stooges of rock lamer!!

This. . . feat the vocalist. Haha. . .mcm paham!

Mermaid 1 of 2. Haha. . rambut mcm siput sarawaK! hehe

I don't how we manage to even pose for a pic when everybody was so tired and sleepy! I guess this the after work syndrome. Hehe. . .

Anyways, no plans for tonite. Maybe meet up with Zul later. Chill out I guess.

Taking care people!!

Days that seems like an eternity. . . . . . .
. . . . . . miss ya

2008-10-09T17:22:00.001+08:00

9th Oct @ 1723hrs

Whatever it is. . . . .I miss you

2008-10-05T17:32:00.003+08:00

5th Oct @ 1733hrs

Nite shift today. Let's hope the tour will be a better one.

Anyway, went to one of my cousin's house after shift 1 yesteday. Was kinda tired, but oh well, kalau tak pegi smalam, biler lagik kan. So yeah.

Reached home only around 1 plus am. Slept like a log. Hahah.

Gebu msg-ed today, asking how's things. Well, it's different lah. Totally new family, but they are okie. Fun people. Thanks for asking yo!

We chill out soon ya? Been long since I last met and talk crap with you. Hehe.

What else?

Zul! Biler budak2 nk jalan raya?!!

Hehe. . .

Orite. Taking care people. Senang2, datanglah rumah.

~cinta kan bermakna, jika sama saling memahami~

2008-10-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

3rd Oct @ 1215hrs

Selamat Hari Raya kawan2 ku!!

Maafkan aku sekiranya, aku ader terkasar bahasa, ataupun terguris hati2 kamu semua. Halal kan makan minum ku yer.

=)

Till then, cya!!!

Miss ya!

2008-09-29T05:30:00.002+08:00

29th Sept @ 0530hrs

Just got back from JB with Zul, Khai and Noi. Sahur-ed at Singgah Selalu (as usual).

So far, work has been wonderful for me. Beginning to enjoy my new family, new environment and the job. Let's hope it'll be like this for years to come.

I can't believe that I'm having a full-time career now. . but yeah, I'd better believe it. Haha.

Hari Raya is coming real soon. But I'm working on the day itself. Oh well, things are different now. And, I don't know why, but I just don't have to mood to raya. Like, I just feel very normal, like any other days. Perhaps it's because of the happenings around me. Maybe.

Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya people!! Well my friends, you people are still welcome to my house at any time. Just keep me infd in advance. Haha.

I know what I want. I know what I foresee. And I know I can make it.

And at times, I can be complicated. But I'm sure of myself.

It's up to you.

Tuhan. . . . . lindungi lah dia
Agar ku dapat bersamanya lagi

2008-09-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

21st Sept @ 2300hrs

[Blog song changed to Kejora by Amy Search. . something very old sch, but nice. Hear it]

Went to the usual hangout at JB 2 days ago with Noi and Zul. Sahur-ed there as well. Dengar2. . . 2 orang tu makan free! Hahah. . .

Anyway, the last 3 pics, I just uploaded as it is. Cause, no matter how many times I tried to rotate it, when I upload, it'll still appear as what you see now. So yeah. Wth.

Anyway, went to Beach Road today to get my pants and some stuffs together with Lina and her bro. Saw this bag which cost $38. It's a black sling bag, not too big, many compartments, simple and nice. Than, there's another bag, haversack, all black too, $19. Ikut kan hati, nak beli, tapi memandangkan duit gaji dan GST lom masuk, tunda lah dulu. Heheh.

And Lina, mee ko bli tadi kat Kandahar St tak sedap eh? Heheh. . .kena trick lah ko!

Masih marah2 lagik tak?! =p

mcm paham!

bakal kluar kalendar kuda tahun depan

Anyway, I'll be embarking on a whole new journey tmr. I hope everything goes well for me. And of cause, I'm sad to leave my collegues behind. For those who know, just keep it to yourself k.

Understand me. . . . . . .

2008-09-18T22:44:00.007+08:00

19th Sept @ 0121hrs

[Mariah Carey - Bye Bye]

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their GRANDMOTHERS
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

2008-09-18T22:44:00.004+08:00

18th Sept @ 2245hrs

Just got back from terawih at Asyafaah. Went with Zul, after which went for dessert at Woodlands Center Rd.

Met up with Noi after that, than proceed to Zul's house to chill.

And it's already Thursday, and I haven't got a call or message from PHQ regarding my posting. Grr. . .the agony of waiting. And I'm starting work on the 22nd!! grr. . . .

Nvm.

I hate family politics. I hate being at home. And that's partly the reason why I'm home late most of the time.

And my grandma's death shows the true colours of some people. I don't want to mention names. I hate them. Hate everyone who turned up to show that fake concern.

Period.

Tried calling buddy Lina earlier on, but she's having her time of the month. Susah dok. Senang irritated nanti.

That's Lina for those who still do not know

And the other day, while I was on the way home from station, I noticed this few groups of malay girls, happily drinking and smoking. I mean like what the heck?!

I can understand that if you are having the time of your month, you can't fast. But even so, if you need to drink, jangan lah minum depan orang yang berpuasa. And even if you don't feel like fasting, at least respect lah bulan ramadhan nih.

Grr. . .

It's always the minorities that has the biggest implications on others.

And to whoever is reading my blog, kindly do not assume that you know what I'm talking or understand what's happening around.

If reading it gives you insecurities, then don't read.

JANGAN MACAM FAHAM!

Terasa? Saper makan cili, rasa lah pedasnya.

How much longer can I hold on?

I miss everything. . . . .just everything. . . .

I miss the old you.

~dekat tapi jauh, jauh tapi dekat~

2008-09-18T00:35:00.004+08:00

17th Sept @ 0046

I didnt noe that things cud be this coincidental.
While I was sad regarding the loss of my grandma..
she, too, had gone for her relative's death.

Im sorry to know that.

I miss you...
I really do...

2008-09-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

17th Sept @ 1340hrs

Belangsungkawa kepada Allahyarhamha Hajjah Menah Bte Haji Othman yang telah kembali kepada Rahmatullah pada 15th Sept 2008 (1748hrs).

Nyai passed away peacefully at her bed on that fateful day. It was very shocking because she looked fine the day before, only thing that she looked a bit sick, that's all.

But I guess tuhan lebih menyayangi dier dari kiter.

And to my friends that turned up upon hearing the news, I thank you very much for your presence. I really appreciate it alot.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat nya dan diletakkan di tempat orang2 yg solehah. amin.

Al-fatehah.

Thank you

2008-09-15T03:53:00.002+08:00

15th Sept @ 0400hrs

Haven't been sleeping since I got home from terawih.

Just finished watching Evan Almighty. Wanted to watch Rules Of Engagement, but couldn't find the movie.

Well, Evan Almighty is not that bad, in fact, towards the end of it, was kinda inspiring.

ARK - Act of Random Kindness. (A quote from the movie)

Anyways, gotta have my early sahur now. Might be buka-ing outside today. Take care people.

And all the best to you today! Don't dread it ya, but look on a different perspective.

2008-09-15T01:50:00.001+08:00

15th Sept @ 0154hrs

[Revalina - Ceritaku]

Di malam ini , Di waktu ini
Ku masih terkenang dirimu
Biarpun tiada kau disisi , diriku .
Senyumanmu , raut wajah mu
Membuatku terus merindumu
Biarpun kau meninggalkan aku , cintaku .

Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .

Sedetik ini , ketika ini
Ku masih memikirkan mu
Dimanakah dirimu kini , gadisku .
Andai aku , ulangi lagi
cerita aku dengan kamu
Takkan ku menyakiti hatimu , bintangku .

Ku cuba tanpamu disisi
Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu
Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .
Ku cuba tanpamu dihati
Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .
Kini . . . .

2008-09-14T22:43:00.010+08:00

14th Sept @ 2230hrs

Pics of the first Iftar on the 10th Sept @ Goodtrust. The rest will be uploaded later.

Common thing among all of us is that, at some point in our life, all of us have been actively involve in dikir. Some do still now. . hehe. . .

Enjoy.

GoodTrust Icon. . MCM PAHAM!

Aper aku nk bli eh? . . . . .

Wani and me. Been real long since I last saw her.

Mcm klasik gitu =) Myself, Zul and Alif

The two besties, Lina and Wani

Senyuman di sebalik kelaparan perut.

Ko nak air lagik tk? Dah habis tu!

Hehehe. . . . . . . .

Effing flu!!! Medicine also no jalan!

Arip, Lina and Wani.

=p

The happy kenyang people =)

Smile for the camera people!!

Outings with her will never be w/o our pic. Kwang2. . .

Lawa lah tu!

Darlie advert =)

The long walk to Causeway Point.

The cliques

Pilihlah satu! Hahahahah. . . . .

Nak step tinggi si dektu. Hahaha. .

2008-09-14T01:30:00.004+08:00

14th Sept @ 0130hrs

Currently at Zul's house together with Noi.

Anyway, the dinner @ Fig & Olive, the night skyride and luge was super fun! Thx yo!! U know i know lah eh. Heheh. . .yang lain tu JGN MCM FAHAM.

Anyway, pics of the mini-iftar the other day shall be uploaded soon.

Starting work on the 22nd Sept. Hoping I would get the same Div as before.

What else?

I'm super sleepy. . . . .somebody drive me home plz. Haha. . .

and so it's been 29th month. . . . . . . .

2008-09-11T17:49:00.002+08:00

11th Sept @ 1756hrs

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hearIn our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frailIt's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words I never thought I'd say

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

2008-09-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

9th Sept @ 1130hrs

Day 10 of Ramadan and I'm still feeling sick. Plus a bad cough and sore throat. Ate panadols, drank Wood's cough syrup, minum air badak pun tak jalan. Grr. . .

Sabar. Ini semua cubaan. =) Walaupun demam, tetap menjalankan sunat terawih-ku di Masjid Asyafaah. Hehe.

So earlier on in the day went to watch 4bia. The story line wasn't what I expected. I mean 4 short stories combined into one movie, you can never 'menghayati' the whole movie. But overall, it's worth watching, especially story no 3 and 4. Go watch, not going to spill the beans here.

Iftar tmr with the peeps. I hope everyone will be present tmr, no matter how late they will be. Heheh. Be meeting Lina and Alif at 1745hrs tmr. Don't be late!!!

Was browsing thru youtube, when I came across this song Kejora by Amy Search. I know it's old sch, but old school lyrics are much more 'mendalam' than current ones. Besides, takder yang lamer tak akan ader yang baru.

Tetapi, sesungguhnya, yang tak faham tu Jangan Macam Faham ok.

Here's the link -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFmxfUJvgtY

Kejora
Sinaran matamu bak kejora
Di tengah malam
Menyuluh kedamaian hati
Halusnya lengang sehalus
Sutra cinta

Melembutkan setiap kata
Harum kasturi harum rambutmu
Ingin ku belai
Bertambah harum kita
Indah keperibadianmu
Indah bicara
Menyegarkan semangat daku
Bila kau berada di sampingku
Semuanya menjadi keindahan hidupku

it's coming soon

2008-09-08T22:51:00.004+08:00

8th Sept @ 2256hrs

And I'm feeling sick on the 9th day of Ramadan. Actually, I've been having this fever since the first day of fasting month, but I never thought it would drag till today. Grr. . .

I hate being sick!!

Have to be at HTA tmr morning at 9am for the fingerprint taking. Afterwhich no plans.

Wednesday will be out buka-ing with Arip, Alif, Mok, Lina and some other peeps. Lets hope all of them turn up. And Lina, aku tau mesti masing2 lmbt. Jadi aper kater ko book tempat dulu. Hahah.

And I hope I'll be well by Wed.

What else?

Oh. . .the baked lasagne was nice. Yummy!! I want more!

Okie. Gotta have some rest now. Taking care people. Nitez!

~dari ceruk ke pentas dunia, awas usah tersandung pula~

I miss u lots. . . .

2008-09-06T00:18:00.006+08:00

6th Sept @ 0109hrs

Was bored, so I pasted all these backdated pics. Heheh. . . enjoy!

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa kawan2!!

Last year's In-service @ Downtown East.

Thanks to my beloved Team Bravo for your gifts!! =)

The triplenoize's wedding. Heheh

Selamat Pengantin Baru bro!!!

Eminem melayu. Kwang kwang. . . . .

Kenangan diver. hahaha

At McCafe with the bestie. Thank eh! Lain kali bli lebih. =)

Aku bawa lori lah!!!!!!!

After soccer @ Simpang Bedok at 4am

Jahanams yang tumpang di belakang. hehehe

=)

Lina dengan 'anak dier' Heheh. . .

team gathering @ JOMS

Miss u gebu! Yang lain jangan mcm paham.

Myself, Zuhrah and Hasni at Southern Ridge

Gebu's sillohoutte pic.

Part of the bridge at Southern Ridge. It's an eye opener

Team Bravo

Bravo Family

Aide dgn kekasih gelap dier. Hehehe

Mampuuusss ko!!!

I wish I could upload more

2008-09-04T02:38:00.002+08:00

[Listening to Chris Daughtry - What About Now]

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

2008-08-29T13:57:00.002+08:00

29th August @ 1400hrs

Big dinner yesterday =) Heheh.

Afterwhich, met up with Syazwan. Been ages since I last saw him. 2 weeks from now, he's going to be enlisted. So yeah, did some catching up and reached home only at around 4am.

Few more days to Ramadan. Cepat eh? :P

And Ayin, sori ler aku tak msg ko. Hehe. . .bz werking lah. Nanti bulan puasa, we all try buka sesamer orite. Aku tanyer Zul skali. Hehe

Soccer today at 4pm. Sengkang NPC vs Hougang NPC @ Holy Innocents High. Amik berkat namer skolah. Hahaha. Tough match, and I'll be playing for Sengkang.

Good luck to me! The last match sebelom puasa. Hahah

Nothing much to update.

Cya around!

~tidak disangka tidak diduga
pintu hati diketuk lagi
akur akan suasana
namun ini hendak naluri~

2008-08-23T12:56:00.005+08:00

23rd August @ 1256hrs

Been quite some time since I last updated this blog.

Oh well, been busy with work of late.

Been going going through some moments for the past few days. It's not those bad moments, but wonderful in fact =) Only thing is, there's some obstacle ahead. But whatever the case is, I'll just be praying to god, hoping he would answer my prayers. Insyallah.

On leave from today till Monday. And I'm having another bowling tournament this coming Mon at Yishun SAFRA. Competition between NPC's. At least it's not that intimidating and pressurising compared to having to compete with people from other divisions. But then again, that's what competition is all about right?

Still got alot of photos to upload, but my computer keeps hanging after a few minutes. Nvm, I'll find alternative. And I so need a laptop.

What else?

Work too have been great so far. Gebu is away on course, think will only be back at work today. But I'm on leave. Hehe. . miss aku tak?! Hahaha

Oh! Selamat pengatin baru to Iswady and wife. Attended his wedding at Eunos CC last Sun with Zuhrah. Hahah. .Iswady look shorter in that suit, but nevertheless, hope you'll have a happy and long lasting marriage.

Dah gi buat anak saner =p

Okie. I'm off to soccer now. Taking care!

~but inevitably you'll be back again,
cause you know in your heart babe, our love will never end~

2008-08-17T09:55:00.007+08:00

12th Aug @ 1000hrs

Mcm dah lamer gituk kan aku tk update. Hmm. . .anyway, will be just uploading the pics which I've taken during the in-service at Southern Ridge, Team Bravo gathering, 9 pin-tap tournament and others, if there is. Good day people!

The 9 pin-tap tournament @ Occ on 13th Aug, with participants from CAD, CID, ISD, PCG, SECCOM, SOC and all the land divisions.

Champs striking a pose. Hahah. . .rite

Farouk @ gerhana, Ravi @ Firdaus, Aide @ Ah Pui

Getaran jiwa dok!

Some of the participants

hahah. the tinky winky shoe. . .

SPF's professional bowlers. Hooo. . .

how can I not feel intimidated by them? grr. . .

stress!!

So close, yet so far. Grr. . .

Nevermind, shall try again next year =)

NEXT!

Team Bravo Gathering @ JOMS

Lawa lah tu ko pose Zuhrah. Hahaha. . .

Can we like bloody eat?!!

*burp

=)

Team Bravo!

Cute kan? hahah. . .Kak Roziah's son

pipi dier peh tembam! Geram!!

the key officer pose. Hahahahah

Alah. . .aide malu2 meow. hahaha

Buka mata lah Ahmad!!!!

Inside joke.

To be Continued. . . . .aku penat!!

2008-08-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

13th August @ 2353hrs

Just got back from my team gathering @ JOMS.

Overall, we had fun. Dinner at the Islamic Restaurant. Buffet. Hehe. . .but I didn't eat much tho. Afterwhich followed by bowling. Hahah. Almost the whole team joined in. The bowling part was the most kecoh-rable part I should say. Haha.

So Aide, Farouk and myself made the best out of today. Tmr's the bowling tournament at Orchid Country Club. Score wasn't that bad lah, but whatever it is, even if we do not qualify for the next round, it's the fun that counts.

Kalah dah mesti, menang blom tau, yang penting happY!!

Headed home after that. No plans. Gotta wake up early tmr and be at Khatib Mrt by 0750hrs with Firdaus. Grr. . .

Been having alot of activities for the past few days. I like it this way. Heheh. Let me try to summarise the whole thing.

Fri 8 Aug
Soccer at East Coast on my 1st off. Driving the lorry was weird for me at first. Not used to it mah. . .hahah. But got the hang of it eventually. Played from 1 to 3am, then off to Simpang Bedok . Reached home only at 7am.

Sat 9 Aug
Accidentally woke up at 9am. Tried sleeping back but couldn't. Damn. So accompanied Lina to the market, because she was suppose to buy some stuffs for her gathering the next day which was on a Sunday. So yeah.

Proceeded back home. Sleep. Then back to Lina's coz she cooked and wanted me to go over and watch the NDP parade together. So yeah, headed over with empty stomach. Hahahaha. Wanted to watch the fireworks, but I was sure the whole strectch of Marina Bay and Benjamin Shear's bridge would be jammed packed with vehs. Oh well. . .we gambled anyway.

But to our dismay, the fireworks were already done by the time we arrived. We were that close I tell u. In the end, headed over to Expo with her siblings and mum. Sale dok!!

This adidas perfume selling for $15. Kalau ikut kan nafsu memang nak beli lah, tapi it's more of a want than a need. So yeah, bypassed it.

Sunday 10th August
On leave. Met up with her again for the gathering. Mini breakfast at her house. Asal aku datang jer, mesti ader makan. hehehe. . . .thx eh!!!

Fetched her friend, than off to East Coast (again). So, being the stranger over there, I made my own plan to run while she mingled around and start lah bonding2 session dier. Hahah.

Everything ended around 6pm. Went over to Sembawang to visit Shima, Lina's friend who had just given birth. Geram aku ngan bayi tu. . .tapi seram plak nak dukung. hahah.

Monday 11th August
BACK TO WORK!

Tuesday 12th August
1st off, followed by the team gathering as mentioned at the very top of this post. Alot of pics to upload.

Wed 13th August
Tournament. Good luck to mE!!!

2008-08-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

6th Aug @ 2312hrs

Work was pretty okie today, except for the last few hours. Peak period as per normal.

Did maintainence duty today. Had an understudy, at least another pair of hand makes the job much more effective and efficient.Hahaha. . . Not that doing alone is not so, but having someone to help you is an advantage when it comes to the peak hour, if you get what I mean. Hehe. .

Gebu was an understudy herself today. Armourer sey. Heheh. Next door neighbour at work. hahah. . . ko dah leh delete no aku, kan dah ader KG baru! Hahaha. . . .

On the way home, was pondering whether to eat at Banquet(coz I was abit hungry),get myself a Mocha Frappe which I've been craving since yesterday or get myself my fav Marigold milk.

In the end, it's choice number 2 and 3. Hahaha. Got my Mocha Frappe from McCafe. Ya ya. . .I noe Coffee Bean or Starbucks is nicer, but hey, I'm simple. Tak cerewet =)

Anyway, soccer this Sat is confirm. If I'm not wrong, according to Areen, 12 people are confirm going. Good lah. . .the more the better.

Areen!! Kalau lori leh dapat, royak dok!!! Hahaha

Oh. . . .I forgot to add, on the way home from werk just now, saw this girl on the train. . . . . . . . . ehehehe. . . . . . . . (dun get the wrong idea. . .i didn't kenal2 okie!!!)

What else?

Oh yah. . . I need new songs to dl. Can u people kindly tag on my board or email me if you got new songs for me to dl? thanks ya!!

Orite than. Gotta check my mails and watch movies online.

Time to enjoy cereal also!!

Take care people!

=)

2008-08-05T01:35:00.001+08:00

5th Aug @ 0136hrs

I'm craving for Mocha Frapp!

2008-08-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

4th Aug @ 2300hrs

Just got back from JOMS with Aide and Farouk. Went bowling again. I so need alot of practice. Hahah. But at least just now was okie. Not too bad.

In service tmr morning, afterwhich, bowling again at Orchid Country Club. The reason why we are going there is because the the 9 Pin Tap Tournament is going to be held at that place. So before we actually proceed there on the actual day, we are going tmr instead to get the feel of it. . .(or wat) hahah.

Anyway, went running alone today. Did another quick 2.4km run. Wanted to go for a long distance run, but I woke up late from sleep. Hahaha. . .anyway, cut down my timing by 2s. So personal best is now 9min 45s.

Personal achivement. Laugh at me if you want.

What else?

Soccer on Sat(midnight) at East Coast. Sat morning soccer again. Sun back to East Coast(again) with Lina. She's having this so called gathering cum picnic with her sch friends. Most prob I'll be running while she mingle around.

Hmm. . . .feel like going to JB for dinner with Zul and Arip during the weekends. See if I can slot in some time in btwn.

Orite then. Take care people

Ciao.

2008-08-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

3rd Aug @ 0109hrs.

Just got back home. After work today, went to meet up with Firdaus. Went bowling at JOMS again. Hahaha.

Practice makes perfect yo. .

3 games, than off to supper at Yishun, at this Syed Restaurant if I'm not mistaken. The one behind the mosque. Got myself a paper thosai. Heheh. Dah malam dok, nak makan berat2 pun buat aper kan. Heheh

Thx for the treat bro!

Bought Bluberry Morning Post cereal with 2 HL milk before going home. Yummy!!

And so my leave for this Sun is approved!! YEah!! So I'm officially off on Fri, Sat and Sun. Haha. Plans made for this three days, but I can still squeeze in more.

And Areen, better to get more than 10 people. Like I say, the more peeps joining, the lesser we need to fork out.

What else?

In-service on Tues. Program for that afternoon will be a walk at the new Southern Ridge at Mount Faber. Heard of it, but have never actually been there. . .hmm . .could be a new running ground for me. Hahaha

And oh, I timed myself for my 2.4km run 2 days ago. AnD I've never met this timing before. 9min 47s. Haha. . personal best, personal achivement. Hehe.

Hmm. . . .

Night shift tmr. . . .aaah. . .sleep lah. Nitez!

2008-08-01T18:33:00.012+08:00

1st Aug @ 2330hrs

Pictorial blog. The going-ons for the past few days.

Arip, sorry for the delay. Hahah. Chill out soon again! Take care people!

Areen, confirm with me again how many peeps are on for the soccer game next Fri. The more people joining us, the lesser we need to fork out. Kalau ramai, pakai lori bapak ko, aku drive, campak jahanam2 tu semua kat blakang, termasuk ko!! Hahaha

Lina, all the best for your test tmr!! And have fun during the camp ya!! Let it out babe!!

Dinner at Lina's on the 27th last month.

Ceh~ =p

Sedap lah!! nAk lagik!!!!! Heheh. . .

Drove up JB for late night supper @ Singgah Selalu. (bukan senang nk kuar ngan si bulat. . hehe)

Alamak. . kaki badang! *inside joke

@ Singgah Selalu

Sebat jer aper yg ader kat menu tu. . . .

One for the camera Arip!!!

Fuh!! Peh kerek. . . .

=) ku tetap ngan teh halia gajah ku

'khalifah' dengan duit dier. . .

Terimahlah. . . . . . . .

Daulat perutku!!!! hahaha. . .*inside joke again

Kononnya nak terbang. . .

Weeee!

Tinggi gakz ko lompat eh Arip. . .mcm dah biasa tendang
org jer Zul

Friends for long =)

Next Stop: Bowling (31st July)

9 Pin-Tap Tournament on the 13th Aug. Wish me luck!!

Bowling @ JOMS.

Gaya mesti ader. . .hehe

Strike dok!!

it wasn't easy. . .but I managed to knock that bloody pin down!! Hahah

Not forgetting camwhoring ngan anak president. . .blur plak

nih clear sikit. . .

camwhore again. . . .

and again. . ..

And YES!! Dark Night was awesome!! I wanna watch it again!

Breakfast with Gebu after 1st shift @ Little India

Memori daun pisang. . .

Hilang juga akhirnya kempunan aku ngan Paper Thosai

2008-07-29T03:27:00.002+08:00

29th July @ 0300hrs

I was awoken from my sleep with what seems to be a repercussions of my history.
If you were still here, I would have called or msg-ed you.
I'm sure you know what I mean.
But I can't. I'm weak inside.

2008-07-28T21:16:00.003+08:00

28th July @ 1917hrs

Damn! I have trouble uploading yesterday's pics. Grr. . .

Nvm. Shall try again tmr.

Anyway Lina, thx for the dinner. It was nice =)

And Zul/Arip, chill out again on Thurs ya. I'll drive mine if you can't get to use your car. Hehe.

First shift tmr, planning to chill after work with Zuhrah. Either just slack at one place on karaoke. Haha. . .dgr lah suara sumbang masing2. Hahaha.

Beside's all this, my life's boring.

I'm missing out on something. I'm sure you know

2008-07-26T03:01:00.001+08:00

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by . . . . . .

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done

And you never got to see me back at number one

2008-07-26T01:23:00.013+08:00

26th July @ 0100hrs

the beginning of a long, fun, lengit nite. haaha

food preparation. . . mcm paham!

Chang and Eng. . .hehehe

wat can i say? heheh . .

geng perut!

Confirm nyenyak tdo kat perut ko. . mcm waterbed. Hahah

menanti untuk secebis harapan . . . . .

akhirnya dier lah yang dapat. . . ahaha

I jus like the outcome of this pic.

Clique 5. =p

@ 4am. . .dugong hidup dah gone. . .

wahai tikar terbang. . . . . .bawalah aku ke . . . . . .aaaacchhooooO!

@ 7am. Dah rilek habis! Joran dah buat hiasan.

Breakfast @ Changi Village. The peeps that made it happen!

Thx guys! We sure had fun! Haha. Bbq next time!

2008-07-24T18:08:00.003+08:00

24th July @ 1808hrs

Was supposed to go bowling with Aide yesterday at Orchid Country Club. So called practiced for the tournament on the 13th Aug. Haha.

But cancelled at the last moment because he was too tired and he needs to accompany his mum to the hospital.

And also, there's problem with his knee. Oh well, next time.

So made plans with Khai. Chill out at Bukit Timah. But upon our arrival, it was too packed. So yeah, changed plans and made our way to East Coast instead. Hahah. Had our supper there.

Kway Teow Kerang, Mee Hongkong and 15 sticks of satay. Alot right? And to think I ran earlier on before that. Hahah. .once in a while okie lah. Burnt some, gain some.

Anyway,this is something personal, I just love the view from this flyover-which-i-forgot-the-name just after Fort Rd exit. Singapore Flyer on your left, Esplanade/floating platform on your right. I just love the whole stretch of ECP and certain parts of AYE. Haha. Weird but true.

Abit clearer and closer. Hehe

Anyway, we decided to drive around since the night was still young. So made our way to Harbour Front, coz Khai wanted to see how Keppel Island looked like from afar.

His potential workplace mah. . .hahaha. But too bad, access only meant for the riches. And so, out of curiousity, I drove into Sentosa on a weekday. Haha. Just for fun that's all. Hahah. Drove around the whole island.

I was bored. . . ..

Bypassing St Jame's, taxi queue was super long. Ladies night was told. Haha.Then drove to MOS upon Khai's request. Haha. . Nothing much to see either. Made our way home then.

Dinner with Lina and her sis later at Teban.

Running after 1st shift tmr. Yeah!

What else? Oh yah. . clearing my leaves next month, so I guess I'll have more off days, but no plans. Grr. .

Shall plan for the KL trip with the cliques

Ciao!

2008-07-22T01:34:00.003+08:00

22th July @ 0134hrs

[Listening to : Yesterday by Leona Lewis]

I just can't believe you're gone,
still waiting for morning to come,
wanna see if the sun will rise,
even without you by my side.

When we had so much in store,
tell me what is it i'm reaching for.
When we're through building memories,
i'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart.

Chorus.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

You always used to stay,
i should be thankful for everyday.
Heaven knows what the future holds,
or at least how the story goes. (but i never believed them 'til now.)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure.
No it's not selfish to ask for more.
One more night, one more day,
one more smile on you face, but they can't take yesterday.

Chorus.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever. (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time.
But i was so wrong.
Now i can, believe that, i can still find the strength in the moments we made.
I'm looking back on yesterday.

Chorus.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything) But they can never have yesterday.

2008-07-22T00:56:00.002+08:00

22th July @ 0057hrs

Work was shitty today. As in really. . .real shitty.

Those last few hours was superhardcore. I wish I could define further, but I can't. I'm not supposed to. But I'm feeling so the fed up.

And some people just like to show off right in front of the supervisors. Are you trying to show that you are working or what?

I don't give two hoots to whatever your rank is. But I strongly believe, rank is what you wear and respect is what you earn.

Yes. I made a genuine mistake. And I apologise for that. But personally, you are just being unprofessional. Enuf said.

After all those stressful moments, I ran after shift together with my collegues. Felt so much better after that. Even better is that I can keep up with the pace with my frens. I've improve alot in terms of stamina I guess.

And Zul, the pic will be uploaded soon orite. I just can't find the time now. Hahaha.

Maybe this coming Sat, we go makan at JB den chill out with whoever-is-free-cliques aight? Msg me if you are for the idea.

And PJ, sori for the other day. Last min changes. But I'll run with you this week ya. I'll msg you first.

Orite than. I'm off.

Whatever that's gonna happen later, I'll just let it happen.

i'll be good to have you around now.

2008-07-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

20th July @ 2300hrs

Was out for soccer yesterday with the ex-rss peeps together with Haikal and Hakim. Halfway thru soccer, it rain!! What luck! We continued playing on wet ground, but stopped halfway, because we couldn’t even control a simple pass, much less controlling the ball. High risk of slip and fall. Haha.

Nvm, hoping it wouldn’t rain again next Sat. And Haikal, kindly don’t leave the shoe in the car again. Haha.

Anyway, overnight fishing at Changi was super fun.

Things that were supposed to be brought by each of us that were delegated to was present. In short, there weren’t shortage of food, drinks, fishing equipments and miscellaneous stuffs. Haha

That’s beside the point. It was more like a bonding session among the cliques since most of us are busy on most days.

And so, some arrived earlier at Changi hoping to get a decent place, at least with a table and chair to put our stuffs, including the overflow of foods. Haha. But than again, it was a weekend. So as expected, there weren’t any decent place around, so we settled somewhere along the pathway.

Dah mcm picnic dok!! Haha. But nvm, kater otai! =p

The first few hours, everybody was super energetic. Running to the rod when the bell rings, open air karaoke, disturbing one another aka kutuk masing2 (hahaha). . . etc

By the time it was 4am, we were already tired and sleepy. One already knocked off at the mat. The other 2 at the side of the pathway. Myself on the jogging/cycling track. Hahaha.

For once, I felt like what it’s like for those poverty people to be sleeping on the streets on the hard ground, no shelter and with the cold wind blowing on you.

So by 5am, tide was already low. Konon nya nak tunggu air pasang lah, so decided to wait till sunrise. By 8am, still low tide, and so we decided to pack and head for breakfast at Changi Village instead. Well, as usual, Nasi lemak for breakfast. Hehe

Home . Slept throughout the day. Woke up only around 5 plus. Accompanied Lina and her bro to J8 coz her bro wanted to get something for his fren.

Got home around 10 plus. Working tmr. Sianz. Nitez.

2008-07-16T03:09:00.005+08:00

16th July @ 0334hrs

Just got back from KTM with Khai. Went for supper at the usual place.

Waited for him to finish work.

Went bowling with Aide before that at JOMS. It's been reaaal long since I last went bowling. Hahah. . So u can imagine how bad it is the score today. Hahah

Anyway, it was just for fun. Aide suggested that we both enter the competition on the 30th of Aug. NUTZ! Haha.

But since he says join in the name of fun, so y not. Hehe. .yeah. Will be joining. Kalah dah mesti, menang blom tahu, yang penting HAPPY! Hehe.

Soccer on Thurs, right after my 1st shift. I so can't wait for that. But I need to get a new pair of street soccer shoes or is boot? hahah. Whatever the case is, the Nike pair is beyond repair. Glued quite a number of times, but still gone case.

So yeah, getting one tmr. I'm finding a Lotto brand pair, but it's hard to find nowadays, so might be settling on an Adidas pair. Provided it's not that expensive lah.

Afterwhich dinner at Bestari tmr with Lina. She wants to go there coz the place appeared on TV on one show which I don't know what. Hahaha

Planning on bbq cum fishing on Sat with the cliques. Either at Punggol 17th Ave or at Changi. Most of them are keen on the idea, but I'm having second thoughts. Because it's been raining recently in the middle of the night. So yeah. Will c how.

Worst case senario, we'll just pack our own food, and eat at whichever location we'll be fishing. Haha.

AND I STILL WANT TO GO SHOPPING AT KL!!!

Kawan2! anybody nk go road trip? hehehe

@ JOMS

Fuu!! Pose maut!

Nasib baik strike!

Yang nih pun strike jugak =)

it's been 3 months. . . . .
and i still miss u lots. . . .

2008-07-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

14th July @ 0127hrs

Awoken by my alarm clock. Haha. I set my alarm at 1am instead of 1pm. Sheer stupidity.

Anyway, since I'm awake, shall update the pics which I've taken over the past few days. And to Arip, kol aku biler ko dah free. Budak2 nak g pancing this coming Sat,ataupun kluar makan. Tkkan lah ko nk reject biler part makan kan. .hehehe

gebu acting sexy before falling in. Hehe

I like this pic. So the innocent. Hahah

the talk was getting boring. . .so yeah. . .yg kat blakang tumpang glamor =P

camwhoring again. hehehe

Dinner with Lina at Teban together with her fren

The malu-malu meow fren. Hahah.

ader org tu bad hair day!

Most of u gonna tink otherwise. But wateva~

@ Yishun dam that very same day to meet up with Arip

That's him!! Arip the lost fren. Hahah

=)

The peeps that were there =)

Sleepy. Ciao. The rest will be uploaded later.

2008-07-13T23:45:00.001+08:00

13th July @ 2345hrs

3 days of hiatus. Just couldn't find the time to update thats why. Hahah.

Anyway,still wide awake now. Just finished clearing my emails and stuffs.

Oh, I was involved in yesterdays NDP NE show. It was okie lah. I just love the excitement and the kecoh-ness ambience around me. But I couldn't see the whole parade coz I was more actively involve in crowd control. But at least, I get to see the fireworks! Hahah.

And I know, on the actual day, the fireworks showcase wouldn't be the same like yesterday. And like any other deployments, the stand down time is sure to exceed the time given to you initially. So yeah, if I'm not wrong, we stand down from duty at 2245hrs, pack our stuffs, and by the time I reached stn, it was close to 12am.

Super tired! Took a cab home. And yes, I continued my morning shift today! Bgn pagi jer dah mcm zombie. So feel like throwing mc. . . .but . . . . integrity beb!! eheheh. MCM PAHAM

So at least work was abit relaxing today coz I had a new understudy. So after work, off to soccer with the cliques. Sweat it out!!!

Wait.

I realise that I have problems updating my blog systematically. I always blog about other things rather than the things which I've intended to blog.

I think these whole posting doesn't make sense. Bye.

2008-07-10T17:03:00.002+08:00

10th July @ 1703

Just had my so called lunch before going to work.

Re-heated yesterday's chicken rice. Mum's at the hospital. So yeah.

Oh, I wanted to upload the pics which I took over the past few days, but I think there's something wrong with this computer. It keeps hanging every few mins, and this is the 4th time I've restarted the computer.

So yeah, gonna update real quick before it starts to hang again.

Gebu is on long hols. She's off to Bangkok. How great!! My KL trip next month is still like pending for confirmation from the peeps. Haha. . anyway, she better get me something from there. Heh~

Met up with Arip the other day. It's been real long since I last saw him. Maklumlah, orang tu kan dah bz ngan Mega Perdana, hp pun dah tanam sedalam-dalamnya. Hahaha.

Btw Arip, I'm surprise by you-noe-wat eh. Hehe. good luck bro! Chill out again ya!! Gambar nanti aku upload.

I have a feeling it's gonna rain heavily soon. Better get out of my house before it starts pouring.

Take care people! And to you if u ever read this.

p/s: i'm missing you here

2008-07-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

9th July @ 2345hrs

Work was terribly hectic and busy today. One came after another. There was hardly any time to rest or just sit down to have a proper meal. It was like this all the way till I ended my shift.

Grr. . .

Ntah saper tak mandi.

Anyway, was very hungry after work. Initially wanted to just eat alone at Yishun. But then later Khai suggested that we go KTM. So yeah, had our dinner cum supper there. Been long since I last went there also.

*cuts everything short* left around 2315. Sent Khai home.

And oh. . .I finally watched HANCOCK after my In-service the other day! Super funny I tell u!!

What else?

Pics to upload, but I'm just too tired and sleepy. Tmr perhaps.

Friday's my 1st off, might be meeting with the cliques.

Dah lah bye. Ngantok giler!

2008-07-06T16:51:00.002+08:00

6th July @ 1651hrs

Sunday evening, sitting on my bed, browsing thru the web on my laptop.

Off to work in an hours time. Sianz. Hahah.

Aliff msg me around 2pm. The cliques gonna be playing soccer today at the usual place. And Zul is on leave till Tues. And I'm bz with werk all the way till next Sat. 2nd off day gone this coming Tues coz there's In-Service. Then followed by morning and night shift, then the coming Sat (2nd off) gone cause I'm involve in the NDP NE show.

How great.

Sori eh tak dapat join korang. Next time okie =)

And so it's been long since I last watch a movie. If I'm not mistaken, the last movie I watch was with them.

So I've decided, since I only get to go out on my 1st off for this week, I shall go catch at least one movie to make myself happy. Hahahah.

Maybe Hancock will my first after so long. Hahaha

And Lina, don't make any last min changes eh. Hehe.

Orite. I'm off. Take care people.

p/s: I hope you are doing fine

2008-07-06T00:04:00.005+08:00

5 July @ 1150hrs

Just got back from work.

Tiring but fun. I get to see fireworks!! Heheh.

Today's US Independence day, so they are having a kind of celebration somewhere off Sembawang. Lots of ABC's to eye wash. Hhahah. . . but the fireworks was grand.

But of course I had my work to do, so yeah, couldn't really see much.

Bumped into Dayana, Aishah and her fren ( i forgot the name. . ahaha) while doing crowd control.

They were surprised to see me in uniform. Hahaha. . . weird.

So karaoke today cancelled. Not many interested on going. Bagus jugak, aku pun penat, agaknya kalau aku g pun, korang2 jer lah yg nyanyi, aku tdo. Hahah

So nampaknya next time jer lah gebu.

Anyway, went to the gym at Choa Chu Kang stadium together with Areen. As usual, running on the treadmill followed by light weight trainings. Left at about 5pm.

Went for dinner at Causeway. Afterwhich met up with Izzana, Hakim, Haikal and Bibik. It's been long. Did some catching ups. They forced me to come over to their house coz nyai was missing me according to them.

Awe. . . .

So yeah, I went. Hehe . . .dapat makan mee free! Thx eh :p

Left for home around 11 plus.

Tmr night shift. Sianz.

And Lina, Arip can't make it on Mon. So maybe we change our plans k? Anything page me.

Zaap. . . . page or wat. . .

K. aku dah merepek. Slamat malam!!

the siblings~

celebrity pose. hahahah. mcm pahaM!

2008-07-03T13:26:00.002+08:00

3rd July @ 1351hrs

[Listening to : Agnes Monica - Matahariku]

Just got back from medical checkup at Raffles Medical Group @ UOB Plaza. Reached there at 0830hrs. Everything ended around 10am.

Afterwhich went to meet Firdaus at Outram. To be exact, met him at HSA. He's attached to ANOP for 4 months. No uniform, no logsheets to update and office hr. Cool! Hahah.

So hitched a ride back. Had lunch together with him at NYP. Met Fazreen at South Canteen also.

Went to Causeway Point alone after that. Window shopped for running shoes, shorts and polo tees. And I didn't know there was a new Hang Ten outlet. Hahah.

Bought bubble tea which dah lamer aku terkilan before going home.

Might be running later in the evening. See how the mood goes lah. Orientation with Lina and her sis later at nite. No plans after that. Grr. . . .

And Gebu was telling me that I took leave (yesterday) at the right time. Large number of escorts to be done today morning. Hahaha. . .sorilah gebu, I swear I didn't took leave because of that. Peace =)

So there was a plan that my collegues are planning for a karaoke session this coming Sat, which is after my 1st shift. Well, I want to join, but the thing is, my shift ends later than usual since I'll be reporting late that day.

Hmm. . . . .

Anyway just keep me updated on the plans eh.

Outz.

p/s: I miss you

2008-06-30T17:58:00.028+08:00

30th June @ 2300hrs

4 days since I last blog. Hahah. Been out as usual. And I'll just be too tired to update my blog at the end of the day. Okie, I'll try to squeeze all the 4 days going-ons in this entry. Pardon me if it's messy.

Fri 27th June
Haha. So anyway, after my 1st shift that day, went out to chill with Zuhrah at Mas-Ayu Restaurant somewhere at Upper Changi Road.

Was a nice place tho. Very the terpencil.

The miss babe, hot mama and gebu manis. Hahah

We were like happily talking and laughing when these 3 idiotic YPs came and sat next to our table. And they were like bloody loud lah. Trying to make their presence felt. Banging on the table, taking the bottle of chili sauce and banging on them.

Irritating sey. Spoil the mood.

So we left the place and wanted to find another suitable place to chill out when Zuhrah made the impromptu plan to go karaoke. Haha.

So she was asking Asrul and gf along (who happens to be at Marine Parade) to join us. So yeah, made our way to Parkway Parade, but it was no longer there. By the time it was almost 1 plus am in the morning. Dah malas nak g jauh2, so we just played pool since we were already there.

aiming maut. . .ntah masuk pocket ke tak. hahaa

So left the place for home at around 0230hrs. Werking nite shift that day. Hahaha

Sat 29th June
Nothing much to update for the night shift. Except that, I went for breakfast with Aide, Farouk and Razali at Haji Karim somewhere along Amk Ave 10.

I think I'm beginning to find more nice places to eat and chill out. Hahaha

Had Thosai. It's been long. Hahah.

Bang! And the cat played dead.

And oh, remember I told you that Shawaliah has bought a new car? That's her =)

Proud owner of a brand new white Hyundai Avante.

And so the plan on my first off was running with Areen at East Coast. Initially, Lina was supposed to tag along, but she had her projects to do, so yeah, only meeting her for dinner instead.

And Ferrie was messaging everybody about playing soccer at FICO and watching the live match between Germany and Spain. I know I'm gonna be super tired, but what the heck. All in the name of fun! Haha

Arrived at East Coast around 5pm. Parking was, as usual difficult to find considering it's Sunday. Parked at the carpark nearer to Fort Road exit (again).

So began the 6km run. Hahaha.It was nice I tell you. You just feel so light after everything. Hehe. Areen, aku nyer weekend off, g lari lagik eh.

So met up with Lina at Tampiness Mall Starbucks. Fetched her from there and headed to Afghan for dinner.

Dinner was kind of rushing, coz I was late for soccer. Was supposed to meet Ferrie under my block by 2215pm, but I was still at Tampines @ 2130hrs. Sori eh. But nevertheless, photos was still taken. Haha

Her usual horfun. hahaha

My usual Mee Hoon goreng

Anyway, sent Lina to Yishun after dinner followed by Areen at Admiralty.

Rushed home, packed my stuffs. Called up Ferrie to inform him that I'll be meeting him at FICO and also for directions. Hahaha . I'm bad at directions that's y. Hehe.

Arrived at FICO by 2300hrs. Just nice, upon my arrival, they already started playing. Wee!! Night soccer at the artificial turf. Super fun!

Well, guys will always be guys. Nothing can separate them from soccer.

Right. . . Hahaha

Cost 64 bucks per hr. Kinda expensive lah. But we had 12 people in total. So the amount of money that each of us was supposed to fork out wasn't that much. Only 16 bucks. And we played from 2300hrs all the way till 0200hrs.

Glad that none of us had cardiac arrest. Hahaha.

the pic says it all =)

cool huh?

in action . . . . . .

yes, I was sweating like mad!

the smile behind the tiredness. hahah. . .yg kat bawah tu dah gone. . .

The supercop pic. hahaha.

game over.

Ferrie dah mcm apek kalah judi. Hahaha

smile for the cam dude =) we had fun didn't we?

yes, that's us. It looks grand from afar. Heheh. Nxt time again ya!

And so we ended the game around 2am. Washed up and prepared ourselves for the much awaited final match between Germany and Spain. Well some had already gone home, so left the 6 of us. 3 supporters of Germany and 3 supporters of Spain. Hahah. . me? Spain of coz. =)

Watched the match at the FICO Lounge. More like a bar with big screen showing the live telecast. Have always wanted to watch in this kind of ambience. Heheh

FICO Lounge =)

The other view

All of us were hungry after game. Wanted to order chips, but sold out. So we only ordered 3 jugs of soft drinks. YES. SOFT DRINKS.

Ordered Mac only much later.

2 jugs of coke and 1 jug of sprite. Strictly no alcohol! All of us
are PO's. Nobody wants to get caught for D&D. Hahah

the wonderful peeps.

=)

Long live Spain!!!

The formation that led to the win. Hehe. Fernando Torres is just too good.

So after shouting here and there, in the end Spain won! Yes!! Thanks to the wonderful run by Fernando Torres. He's just too good for Germany. And super fast!

Hahaha. . .too bad for the other 3. Spain supporters went home with a smile. hahaha.

And I noticed that Germany won more in body contacts because of their physical size. But it doesn't matter anymore.

Viva la Espanyol!

Reached home around 0530hrs. Slept till around 1600hrs

30th June

So today, went for a run with Peter at Yishun. Just helping him pace for the 2.4km run this coming Fri.

New hobby: running. Hahah.

Can't believe that yesterday I completed a 6km run, soccer at night followed by a 2.4km run today. Hahaha.

I'm nuts I guess.

2008-06-26T18:18:00.013+08:00

26th June @ 2309hrs

Went running earlier around the estate. Asked my collegue along, but he wasn't in the mood to run. So yeah. Alone I went.

After which, made some impromptu plan to chill out with Areen for a while at Starbucks Civic. Had my usual Mocha Frapuccino.

Was suggesting a road trip to KL on August. Maybe I'll ask the clique to tag along. I'm sure it will be fun. Hahaha. Well of coz. . .all guys. Hahaha

So, there's some last min escort tomorrow morning. Have to arrive earlier than usual at work. Damn.

And Shawaliah just bought a car!! Wah!! Finally u own one. Heheh. Can't wait to see ur car tomorrow morning. Hehe. . ur turn to give me a lift to work, but not tomorrow lah. HAhah. Besok kiter convoy eh. Hehehe

Anyway, below are the random pics I took during werk, during the homecoming and also some misc photos. Too many too upload at one go. Hehe. .

cute right? the mum just gave birth to 3 kittens!

The Confrontation

Dinner @ simpang bedok with Areen & Syima. I like quality of the photo.

Courtesy of the EXPENSIVE NIKON cam.

During the HomeComing.

I wished he was there. Mr Kok Wai Tong. =) Mentor and my all time fav PE teacher

Syima n myself

the miss babe. . hahah. yg lain jgn mcm paham =p

the puffer fish pose

random. . . . . . .

The bestie at work! My secret's safe with her. Hahaha.

2008-06-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

26th June @ 1257hrs.

Just woke up from sleep. Super tired lah.

Reached home from work around 1030hrs. Went to cut my hair before that. Afterwhich, slept till around 1530hrs, then off to soccer all the way until 2100hrs.

Hahaha. I know its long, but wat to do. . . it's been long since I kick balls. Hahaha.

So the moment I got home, landed on my bed straight. Wanted to just lie down for a while, but for all I know, I felt asleep all the way till now! Hehe.

Watching soccer later. Germany vs Turkey. Tough match. Tough prediction.

And oh, while on the way home from werk yesterday, I met Razi and Cindy in the train. It took me quite a while to realise it was them. Hahaha. And I was like scanning thru the whole cabin they were in to check whether SHE was there or not.

Well. .it was a no.

Anyway, chatted with them. Seems that they were busy with projects. And they were going to settle some project stuffs at Phyllis's house. I wanted so much to asked them how SHE is, but somehow restricted myself from doing that.

Luckily, they too didn't asked me(altho I tihink they wanted to). Or else, I wouldn't know how to ans. Maybe just a I'm doing fine would be my most propable ans.

Anyway, looking forward to the chilling out session with Zuhrah this coming Friday after 1st shift. Yeah!!

And Zuhrah, perhaps we'll go somewhere out of our sector? Kalau dah tkder choice, den maybe the place along YCK rd will do.

Hahaha. . .forgot to add, work today with me was like a camwhore session for me and Zuhrah. Hahaha. . shall upload the pics soon.

AlAH!!!!! thumbdrive kat kerja!! Damn. K outz! Going to take my thumbdrive from werk now. Taking care people!

2008-06-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

24th June 2008 @ 0213hrs

[Listening to: Samsons - Bukan Diriku]

I can't sleep even though I'm tired.

I seem to think alot, but there's nothing in particular that appears in my mind.

Perhaps. . . . . . . . . . . nvm.

Period.

So I got home at around 12am. On the way home, I thought I saw someone that looked like her, but no. Hah! I wouldn't know how to react if it really was that person.

Instead of going up straight, I sat at the void deck for a while, just watching the world go by.

Right.

Came one unknown male malay stranger. I thought he was walking towards the other block, but instead. he walked towards my direction.

Instincts kick in. The way he was approaching me was as though he had a weapon concealed behind him cause one hand was swaying, while the other was behind his back.

Went into defensive mode. I immediately sat at the edge of the chair, ready to engage him in case he does anything stupid. Luckily no. Hahaha.

Him : Melayu eh?
Me : a'ah
Him : Melayu eh?
Me : a'ah! saya melayu. Ader aper?
*he shook my hand
Him : Minta tolong bleh bang? Saya nk balik, tapi duit tk cukup. Tk cukup 8 dolar.
Me : okie.
Him : Skg ader midnight charge, jadi kalau naik teksi, saya tk cukup duit. Dah 2 teksi saya tahan, tapi pasal saya kurang 8 dolar, dorang tak hantar saya.
Me : Okie. Tapi kalau awak nak minta saya 8 dolar, saya tkder.

So the conversation continued, and at the end I gave him 4 bucks. Asked him where he stays, he said it was at blk 547, which is walking distance.

But for the benefit of doubt, I gave in. The way he talked, his movement, and his facial expression, I swear it would be justified to arrest him for consumption of controlled drugs if I was on duty.

Well at least he went away after that. Who knows if I prolonged the conversation, he might have someone with him, planning something?

Defensive tactic learnt at Tracom wouldn't even help me. Hahaha.

Night shift today. Coming off day, I got no plans. And it sucks. Never have I had to think where to go during off days, coz it would just be there for me. Haiz.

Okie den. Nitez people.

Tag ya.

2008-06-23T02:20:00.002+08:00

23rd June @ 0220hrs

Both mum and dad has been asking about you. They even thought that you've changed to a new number. Mum's the more pitiful one. Everytime I wake up from sleep, or before I go to work, she would always asked me about your well being. I'm not using her no to CONTACT you. This is solely my mum's concern towards you. You know how attached she is towards you.

But you are just so good at being numb isn't it?

I don't mind if you have something against me, not answering my calls or not replying my messages. But my PARENT, especially my MUM has got nothing to do with this. No matter how rudeful I am, like you know, I'm very sensitive when it comes to them.

It's as good as YOU not showing RESPECT for them.

2008-06-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

22nd June @ 2200hrs

Woke up at around 8pm just now.

Was in the running mood the moment I woke up. Don't know why. Hahaha. Msg and called a few peeps asking whether they wanna join me for a run. So none wanted to join. Hahah.

Ran alone in the end.

Went to Mandai Tekong Park. Luckily I had my mp3 to accompany me for the run. Hahah. So yeah, ran 12 rounds around the running track.

12 rounds = 4.8km

It was an own time own target run. Feels so good to sweat it out. I guess the IPPT results I got for the other day inspired me to go for a run today. Haha.

Nvm. I shall do this on my off days. Healthy living dok!!

Hmm. . .got to know frpm Lina that Isa got Karut Terbaik for today's Dikir competition. Congrats ya. Beating the other nominees to get the title is very tough. Come to think of it, being a Karut takes a lot of courage and creativity for you to get the attention of the judges and audiences, and also for you to get the message across.

Congrats again Isa!

So the next upcoming competition will be Mega Perdana. Held every 2 years, winner of this national competition is considered to be the best in Singapore. We got 2nd in 2004, 2nd again in 2006. Champions is 2008? Only time will tell.

Morning shift tmr!

Nitez people!

And thx Syimah for emailing me the photos. Good luck ya!!

~I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring 'em by
Maybe tonight

And people asking how I'm doing?
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind~

2008-06-22T12:23:00.011+08:00

22nd June @ 1223hrs

Tired. Sleepy.

Got home only at 6 am this morning. Was out the whole nite yesterday. Heheh.

So yesterday around 1715 hrs, met up with Lina for dinner after sending her fren to work. She didn't want to go home early due to some unforseen reason that's why.

So headed for dinner at Bukit Timah's Al-Ameen. Been long since I last went to eat there. The last time I think was with. . . . . . . .

Ordered Fried Thai Rice with Chili Lala, while she had her Mee Soup. Drink for me was the usual TeH Halia Gajah. Hahahah

Westen food didn't look appetizing for me

Thx eh!

Mcm Juon 6. Haha. .

Bakal kluar kalendar 2020

patiently waiting for my food. . .

So dinner ended around 7pm. Sent her home after that. And since it was my 1st off, I was planning to chill out with Zul and co. Fishing wasn't in the agenda. Just wanted to go somwhere where there isn't much crowd and just talk with the cliques.

Arab st crossed my mind, but it was the weekend. Bound to have a lots of peeps and parking there is an issue. And my phone kept ringing about people asking me to go fishing. Hahaha.

Oh well. . .didn't promised them anything tho.

So went to Zul's house to meet up with him. Surprisingly Khai was there. Damn! I was supposed to meet up with Zul only before meeting up with Aidil later that nite. Anyway, the best part was, Khai was saying that Noi asked me to sent him over to Jalan Bahtera where they were fishing

Like WTH?

I wasn't even informed of anything. I knew they were going fishing and they did asked me along, but I did tell them that there was no promises I would tag along with them. I remembered mentioning clearly to them that I would just meet them if I want to over there.

But nvm

So headed to Jalan Bahtera where they were supposedly going to fish. It's right at Lim Chu Kang end, just beside Police Coast Guard, Lim Chu Kang Base.

So since I was there, I can't possibly leave like that. They are my friends after all. So, in the meantime, while waiting for Aidil, I might as well join them. . . .fishing. Hahaha. Yeah.

If you can't beat them, join them. Hahah.

saper nyer speedboat jer. . haha. . pinjam jap eh

Lukenabeb!!

And so went off with Zul and Aidil at around 1am to meet up with Aidil at Admiralty. 3 of us headed to Marsiling to watch the soccer match between Holland and Russia.

Matched went into extra time. Which explains why I got home at 6am. Haha.

Russia won. 3-1. Russia played fantastic football!! I was hoping for Holland to dominate the match, but turned out Russia was the one dominating. There was plenty of attacks and support from their outfield players. Even the Russian defend was hard to beat.

Clever display of tactics and team spirit.

Orite. Think I wanna go sleep again. Take care.

And thanks for the supper treat Aidil!!

2008-06-20T13:08:00.002+08:00

20th June 2008 @ 1309hrs

FINALLY I MADE IT!

2008-06-18T22:33:00.024+08:00

18th June @ 2236hrs

Been a few days since I last blogged. Been bz lately.

Anyway, shall start of with the entry with the outing I had with Lina on the 14th. Like I mention in the previous entry, she wanted to blade while I wanted to run. So yeah, East Coast was the destination. Hehe.

So met up around 3 plus. Afterwhich, proceeded to East Coast and eventually we arrived around 4pm. The carpark was hard to find, so went to the other end of East Coast, the one which is near to Fort Road exit, and parked there.

the 'long distance' blader. Hahah. . .

Mcm paham!!!

Hahaha. . .I can't blade!! Embarrasing right? K next!!

So changed into my running gear. Was kind of challenging myself. Wanted to test my own stamina how far I could run before the tiredness sets in. So there was no particular route in mind. It was just run till dunno when. Hahah.

and so the warm up commence . .

the strecthing cum pose stance. Heh~

still warming up . . . .

and STILL warming up. . . hahaha

the pose before the blade [part 1]

the pose before the blade [part 2]

the FINAL pose before the blade [part 3]

something random. .

the blader and the runner. . .guess who won?

Impromtu Dialogue 1

Myself: EH lina, blade sampai hujung ah.
Lina: Ko gila!! Penat sak!
Myself: Okie per. . .ko blade, aku lari!!
Lina: Tknk ah.
Myself: Tkper. . .aku tolak ko.

and there she goes. . .

and so did the run. =)

Impromptu Dialogue 2

Myself: Asal ko nyer blading mcm speed aku jalan?
Lina: Otak ko. Hahah
Myself: Ko tau tk, ko dah mcm anak president blading tau.
Lina: Asal plak?
Myself: Yelah, dgn aku pakai tee shirt police, ko blade aku lari sbelah ko. Hahah.
Lina: Haha. .ko kan aku nyer personal bodyguard.
Myself: Ah yelah!

So after 20 mins, I think, she felt tired. Hehe. I was asking her to blade all the way till, at least the McDonalds side, but it was too far. Offered to push, she didn't want. Haha.

So off I went running alone with my mp3 while she sat at a bench nearby to wait for my return. Haha.

Along the way, saw quite a no of people bbq-ing, couples strolling, people fishing and etc. How I miss all that. But yeah. I can never turn back time.

Anyway, I realise that my endurance level gets higher when I run together with my mp3 and I didn't felt tired although I've been running for quite a distance. Eventually, I bypassed McDonald's and made a U-turn at Bedok Jetty. Mind you, it was really really far.

So yeah, ran back to where this long distance blader waited for me. Haha. Sarcasm.

It was super tired!!

Felt so good to sweat it out.

Finisher of East Coast run. =)

So yeah, after warming down and everything, it was still early for dinner. So we decided to just sit down, do some catching up and also talked about the problems each of us is facing.

And not forgetting. . . . . pics. Heheh.

My face looked round is this pic. grr. . .

Bakal kluar calendar 2010

*bluek

the silhoutte pose.

my beloved adidas running shoe. Note the torn. Haiz

Seems like the runner won in the end. Hahaha

So by 7pm, we left East Coast. Finding a place for dinner was stressful. Hahaha. Both of us really couldn't decide where to eat. In the end, we chose to eat Nasi Ayam Penyet at Ria. Somewhere along Joo Chiat Rd.

But to our dismay, it was already closed upon arriving. Haiz. And so began another a search for makan place. Circled geylang. No place in particular. Teh Tarik was full. In the end, we just ate at a hawker center behind Eunos MRT. Hahaha

Nvm. Tk cerewet.

waiting for the food that came late.

I tried to pose like hers, but it was better not to be displayed. Hahahah

Mee goreng gerang + teh halia gajah = *burp

after effects of being kenyang. . . =P

So, since the whole day, we were in the east side, decided to fetch her brother, Faiz from Kallang stadium. He was watching the match between Singapore and Saudi Arabia which Singapore eventually lost.

Waited for her brother somewhere near Kallang MRT. Somewhere near this HDB block behind Kallang MRT to be precise. By the time it was almost 10pm. And Lina was like telling me why not we go fetch her sister at Changi Airport since she finishes her work at 1045 pm. Why not? The nite was still young anyway. Hahah. . .and I'm on morning shift the next day.

budak nih leh pose kat maner2. . hehehe

sesungguhnya dier nk drive p airport, tapi lom tau sampai kalau ko drive. ahahahah

And so arrived at the airport ard 1030pm. The parking was bloody expensive lah. Luckily I didn't entered the carpark. It was 3.57 cents per min. Per min charging!!! Half and hour would be like $10.71 cents. Freaking expensive lah.

Was suppose to wait for her sister, Dinah at the arrival hall, if I'm not mistaken. But in the end got chased away by the CISCO officer for waiting there. No waiting. So I got no place to wait and parking is just so bloody expensive. So we just waited at the bend of the carpark. Blindspot.

Hahah.

And the journey wasn't wasted coz the sister wanted to treat us for . . . okay, let's put it as supper! Yes! She just got her pay coicindetally that day. So. . makan again!! Haha.

I'm not shy about foods. Lagik2 org nak blanja. Heheh. . .thx eh!! So back to East Coast again coz it was the place nearest to airport.

Had satay and ikan bakar. Not bad. Could have ordered more. Haha. .kidding!

Next stop? Home! Was kinda tired at the end of the day. But anyways, it was fun. Chilling out the whole day. Thx Lina for the outing and Dinah for the treat.

N oh, good luck for your TP test ya!! Kindly keep me inform of the results. Hahah. It's okie to fail, as along as you don't give up.

Faiz and Dinah. Thanks for the treat eh!!

7 years of friendship and still counting. =)

Bangun pagi gosok gigi,

BILER NAK KLUAR LAGI?!

2008-06-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

And so mum asked me about you
She's been asking me why you haven't been replying,
Or answering her calls.
Guess she loves you so much that you've been in her mind lately.
It hurts for me to know that she came into my room and asked me why you just buat bodoh. The concern she has for you is like she has her own biological daughter.

Well what can I say? You know better

I wonder why you are still so numb.
God knows.

2008-06-13T19:04:00.003+08:00

13th June 2008 @ 1904hrs

Got back from work early today. Reached home around 1045hrs, thx to a free ride from my workplace all the way to Sembawang Mrt in a QX.

Thx eh. Hehe.

Work was okie tho. Nothing really much happened. It was bz as usual, but not like really really bz, if u get what I mean. Can't elaborate more.

Was kinda surprise to read in the papers that there actually 2 idiots trying to escape from Sub-Court. Luckily they were caught. If not, I think it would be another MSK lookout all over the island.

COme to think of it, the guy in the frontpage does have the resemblance of MSK. Abit lah. Hahaha

Anyway, going fishing with Areen and Syidin soon. Yeah!.

Few pics to be uploaded. Waiting for Syimah to send me the photos. And I think I'm beginning to have interest in photography. HAhaha. I like the effect of the photo taken on Syimah's camera.

Hidden talent?

Anyway, running tmr evening. This close friend of mine wants to blade, well I'm not good at blading. So I'll run while she blades. Hahaha.

OKie then. I'm off now.

Kapal Titanic Tenggelam
SLAMAT MALAM!!

k lame.

and so it's been 2 months. . . .

2008-06-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

10th June 2008 @ 2045hrs

Kinda tired to update yesterday. Anyway, didn't do anything much, except that I went to Yishun to teach Seow Mei how to tie her drill boots. Don't laugh. People forget okie. Different unit, different uniform, different style. Then went to chill at McCafe till 1. So yeah.

Anyway, had In-Service today. 2nd off day gone as usual.

So the day began with the usual uniform inspection (glad I wasn't caught becoz of my belt), followed by some light refreshments, than followed by some talks and presentations.

And so the talk and presentations today made me realise how vulnerable we PO's are when we are under certain pressures. Sometimes, we make mistakes without us realising it and at the end of the day, some of us are marched either to the disciplinary board or end up getting charge of prejudicial to good conduct and dismiss from the force.

Well, the case studies today highlighted some of the foolish mistakes humans make. But then again, u've got to think of the consequences of your act before committing urself to the action. At least it makes you think twice.

So anyway, proceed to Old Pa for the Mass IPPT. Let's not talk about it. Just ask me if you want to know how it went. Hehe.

Proceeded straight home after that. Kinda tired.

Working tmr. Gebu on leave. Sakit tekak nampak. . .hahahaha

Was browsing through RIA website when I came to know that they are organising this Projek:Rentak.It's a competition whereby you express yourself in music in any genre that you want by the songs given to you. Seems interesting and challenging. Hahaha. . .any genre eh. . .will dikir barat do? hahaha

I need a new wallet.

Heh~

And I want to watch You Don't Mess With The Zohan.

Hmm. . .

Morning shift tmr. Sianz. Nitez

the sakit tekak mum. . . . byk blow eh. . oops! heheh

~everybody is a leader in their own way~

2008-06-08T02:25:00.002+08:00

8th June 2008 @ 0226hrs

And so attended the very first Rss HomeComing.

It was okie. Was expecting the dinner and concert to be together, but it was different. So yeah,met upwith few ex-Rss peeps. Chatted with them. Some have grown alot. Hahaha.

Wasn't much pic taken. Am hoping for the one I took with Syima n co to be sent to me. Her camera is expensive tho. It's like those journalist cameras. Heheh.

Btw, nice talking with you just now. Mit up soon ya! =)

So everything ended around 2145hrs. Since it's the organising committee first Rss HomeComing, I give it a 2 thumbs up for their effort. I believe the subsequent one, if there ever is, will be better than this.

Anyway, went to KTM for supper with Syazwan n Co. Syidin rode on his bike, and Wan being the pillion. Since it's Syidin's first virgin ride to KTM, I led the way and regularly checked my mirror in case anything happens to him halfway.

Zaap. . . . . mcm escort gitu. Hahahah

And thanks for the treat.

-------------------------------
and so when it sets in, i hate it.
--------------------------------

Night shift today.

Still wondering what my deployment is.

Running anyone?

And I'm still empty. . . . . . . . . . .

2008-06-06T21:08:00.003+08:00

6th June 2008 @ 2108hrs

And it all came down to those precious 5 seconds! I could have made it!

Damn.

Nevermind. Will be trying again next 2 weeks. I'm so not gonna give up.

After Friday prayers, went for a drink with Firdaus and Syidin.

And so Syidin finally passed his bike license. Fully qualified rider now. Hahaha.

Dgr2 org tu nak bawa motor g homecoming besok. . .hahah

So the only one left now is Syazwan. =p

Went back home at 4. Hibernate till 6.

Planning to go out with Zul and Noi later. But no destination in mind. Hahah. Maybe just chill out somewhere. KTM perhaps. Aidil dah tanam hp.

HomeComing tmr. Most prob I'll be driving there.

I remember, my journey to and fro from sch was either by bus or walking.Plus, I used to remember saying how much I want to take a cab back home after sch when I'm all sweaty and carrying that heavy filled bag. Hahah.

And now, I'm driving back to my sec sch. Hahah. . .how time flies. It's been 8 years since I graduated from RSS. I missed the old building tho. And the graph paper uniform. Lol

Anyway Gebu, can you kindly check for me what's my deployment for Sunday? Tango.

Heheh.

Orite than. Taking care.

Tag ya people.

Chalo beti.

Kini kunci buka pasung dah di tangan
Tika bebas hala tuju terpeson jangan

2008-06-05T21:11:00.004+08:00

5th June 2008 @ 2111hrs

Breakfast with Gebu, Farouk and Fadzlie after work today.

Joked about some stuffs which I cannot blog down here due to work related. But nevertheless, we laughed as tho the whole canteen is ours. Hahaha.

U never know who's going to read ur blog and at the end of the day,if it's gonna be posted at Stomp, things gonna get worse from there. Besides, Seow Mei once told me that we are not suppose to blog down our work related issues here.

Hmm. . . .

So anyway, reached home around 11am.

Hibernate till 2000hrs.

IPPT tmr morning at Old PA.

That explains why I'm not out now.

Sianz.

No plans tmr nite. On leave on Sat. Maybe chilling out tmr nite with Zul and Aidil.

I was thinking of voluteering for 4PM. Talked to a collegue of mine the other day, he told me about the activities organised and how you can run it. Seems fun. Considering.

Time is a factor tho.

Exactly one week before payday. Legal Ah Long is already calling. Damn.

Anyway was reading thru the papers when I came across this article from Berita Harian dated on the 4th June, 'Masih Melayu Lagikah Kita?'

Personally I think, whatever that is written on the article is kinda true. No offense, but I have a deep sense of belonging for my own culture.

One particular sentence taken from that article by former RSS malay teacher, Cikgu Mohammed Latiff Mohammed; 'Jangan sama sekali membuang jauh budaya bangsanya dan malu mengaku asal usulnya'

And also another sentence taken from that article; 'Jangan sampai kita tidak berakar umbi, tidak bertiang seri/tidak kenal air mata duka dan sejarah sendiri'

Terharu rasanya jikalau orang melayu kita sendiri melupakan asal usulnya dan tidak terjawab sejarahnya sendiri bila ditanya.

Masih Melayu Lagikah Kita?

Renungkanlah

Dari ceruk ke pentas dunia, awas usah tersandung pula

2008-06-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

3rd June 2008 @ 2255hrs

One of my fav songs =)

The Rock Feat Ahmad Dani - Munajat Cinta

Malam Ini Kusendiri
Tak Ada Yang Menemani
Seperti Malam Malam
Yang Sudah Sudah

Hati Ini Selalu
SepiTak Ada Yang
MenghiasiSeperti Cinta
IniYang Slalu Pupus

Tuhan Kirimkanlah Aku
Kekasih Yang Baik Hati
Yang Mencintai Aku
Apa Adanya...

Mawar Ini Semakin Layu
Tak Ada Yang Memiliki
Seperti Aku Ini
Semakin Pupus...

2008-06-03T21:59:00.004+08:00

3rd June 2008 @ 2159hrs.

And so Gebu finally had the so called breakfast with me today at 11am!! Hahaha.

Eleh. . .manja lah tu. . . . .=p

Anyway work today was fine. Manage to settle the workload before the shift ends. At least it gives me a few mins of grace time for me to do my own stuffs. heh~

Headed home straight after work. Lapar beb! Maklumlah. . .budget! Hahah.

So yesterday, went to the gym with Zul. Been long since I last step into one. Haha.

Did a 4km run followed by some light weight training. It feels so nice to sweat it out!! =)

Went Causeway Point for dinner after that.

And I bought 2 slim fit tees (white n dark brown) from Bossini for 20 bucks.

And I've decided, not to spend my money on the mp3 anymore. Again, it's more of a want than a need. I thought my previous Samsung mp3 player was spoilt, but after charging it, works like brand new. Hahah. Unexpected tho.

I'm still eyeing for that jeans from Bossini. The one at Giordano is a bit too expensive for me. For the price that they are selling at, might as well I get a Levis signature jeans. But than again, I don't go for expensive stuffs. As long as it looks nice I'm okie with it.

I'm a simple guy.

Orite. Outz.

~Kacau bilau dirobek seisi hati
Laksana alam dipulau sinar mentari
Tidak mampu ku lari dibentes kaki
Tinggal tangan kerahan hati menghulur budi~

2008-06-02T15:15:00.020+08:00

2nd June 2008 @ 1542hrs

Tekun nampak. . . . . . .

Finally!! After a 3 hr wait =)

Comparing the size to that of my palm

aaahhhhh. . . . . .

Dier pun dapat jugak!!!

ketam pun ketam lah. . . .

kwang kwang kwang. . .

up close n personal with Mr Crabby

Ader ikan ke tkder, yg penting tarik main peranan. hahahah

note the strength. Berat beb!! Hee~

Kaoz. . .skali sotong dah. . .besar jugak eh.

And so the pictures above explains it all. Hahah.

Shooting cancel at the last min.

Off to gym now with Zul.

[Gym or what. . . hahahaha]

Taking care people.

2008-06-01T18:27:00.002+08:00

2st June 2008 @ 2028hrs

Just woke up from sleep. So tired after my night shift and I still do feel lethargic now even after sleeping. Grr. . .

Earlier, after work, went to Yishun with Khai to get my fishing stuffs for tonite, then went to Civics to settle my handphone bills.

So while at Civics, met up with Izzana for a while at Starbucks. She said she had something to pass to me. As expected. . . . . .well Nanot, I really think some things are better left as it is. Just pray for kakak's happiness. Only time will tell what's gonna happen in future. Get what I mean?

Anyway, gd luck for ur exams! And dun spend too much!!

And so went for breakfast with Khai at a coffeeshop nearby. Light breakfast only lah.

Gonna meet up with Zul and Noi around 8 at their place. Been long since I last went fishing. Let's hope I get to bring a few catch home. Hahahah.

Fishing today. Gym tmr. =)

Homecoming 6 days from now. Still do not know what to wear.

I need that jeans and polo tee from Giordano!!

Shopping? No! Why? Cash strapped. Any sponsors? Gebu maybe? Hahaha. . .

Ciaoz.

~Dari ceruk ke pentas dunia, awas usah tersandung pula~

2008-05-31T18:29:00.002+08:00

31st May 2008 @ 1829hrs

Watched Transformers again. Don't ask me why. I just love the movie.

And I just finished downloading Street Kings. Gonna watch it tmr after work.

Going off to work soon. Sianz.

And I'm abolishing the thought of buying a laptop. I thinks it's more of a want rather than a need. Yeah. Maybe I'll reconsider about the mp3 too.

Cash strapped = less spending.

Now what I really need is a running shoe. Both the sole of my Nike running shoes has come off. It's torn at the side too. So yeah. Maybe I can substitute the Mp3 for a pair of running shoes.

Good idea?

Off to work now.

Take care people.

Aku bertanya. . .
Apakah kau akan menerimaku kembali. . .
Atau harus menghitung lagi segala jasa dan bakti. . . .
Atau harus mencampak ku ke sisi tanpa harga diri. . .

I want to fall in love again. . . . .

2008-05-31T02:16:00.007+08:00

31st May 2008 @ 0229hrs

And so I'm at McCafe with Zul at this hour. Hahah. Chilling out after work. =)

Chaotic day at work. Rushed here and there. One more day to go before my 1st off.

Endure.

So I was planning to do something which I haven't done for quite some time. What else?

FISHING!!!! Hahahah. Rindu bawa joran beb!!!!

And Zul is like sitting opposite me, with his laptop laughing. Hahaha.

So can't wait for Sunday!! Hahaha. Acam Zul? Jadi eh? Bawa jorang 13 kaki, sepanjang height gala mak kau, campak kat tgh laut. Maner tau, tersangkut pulau, leh tarik dekat sikit. Haha.

Mcm aspalela. Hahahaha

===================================

Orite. This part of the posting is dedicated to my collegue Seow Mei. Here goes, *coughs

So finally you got transferred to K9. I'm sure you must be feeling very happy now that your transfer has been approved. And I believe you must be thinking how you want put up your farewell speech. Hahahah. . like you say, just praise them loh =p

Just don't forget your collegues at Bravo and Charlie aight. It's the beginning of a new learning journey for you. At least what you gonna learn at K9, you can put it into practice at home. Hahaha. Gonna miss disturbing you at work. Orite then. All the best in your new job scope. Chill out one day ya.

====================================

OKie. I'm sleepy.

purposely showing the time. 01:o8am. Hahaha

The gadgets =)

err. . okie. . .something random . . .

2008-05-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

29th May 2008 @ 2250hrs

Again, I substitute running for soccer. Haha.

Nvm, at least I feel good sweating it all out. Shall do this every off day.

And so the new ruling by our beloved neighbour, stating that foreigners are not allow to fill up petrol within a 50 km radius. I guess I've to learn how to save up petrol and plan for my journey now. 50km is pretty far, by the time I fill up and get back to Sg, I think the petrol will be decrease by a bar. Damn!

Everthing is so expensive nowadays. And I overheard a conversation earlier that the govt is gonna increase the gst to 10%.

Tell me that is not true.

And so before the GSS ends, there's a few stuffs which I need to get.

Mainly;
1) A polo tee from John Little
2) Another polo tee and jeans from Giordano ( I only have 1 jean at the moment . .ahahah)
3) Samsung Mp3 player. (the one like gebu's)
4) A compaq presario laptop ( that if I still have enuf cash . . .ehehehe)
5) Some misc stuffs.

If only I was a millionaire. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .right.

~Tiba-tiba langkahku terhenti
Sejuta wajah telah menahanku
Inginku mati mereka berkata
Tak perlu kau berlari
Mengejar impian tak pasti
Hari ini juga mimpi
Maka biarkan ia datang
Di hatimu..~

2008-05-29T19:18:00.002+08:00

29th May 2008 @ 1919hrs

Woke up at around 12pm today. Eyes still sleepy coz I slept only at around 4am today morning.

But was suppose to meet Fz at 2, so yeah, if I continued to sleep, I know I would be super late.

Haha.

Turned out she was the one who was late. . .hehehe =P (nasib baik tk lambat sgt. . .)

Anyway, we sat at Starbucks Civic Center, bought 2 cheescake. I had my usual Ice Mocha and she had her Passion Tea.

Talked. Talked n talked.

Went off ard 4 plus. Wanted to go for a run after that, but it was going to rain. Damn. So I proceeded to the lib instead to do some reading up before proceeding home around 6.

Somehow or rather, I miss studying now. Really. I so much want to take up a course at any Poly, but still considering whether to do part-time or full time. Hmm. . . . . . . . .

Working tmr. Reporting to work only at 9am. Sianz.

Orite. Gonna go for my run now. Weather seems fine for now. Hope it doesn't rain halfway.

Take care!

And to whoever it may concern, We Are Just Ordinary People.

~dari ceruk ke pentas dunia, awas usah tersandung pula~

2008-05-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

28th May 2008 @ 2332hrs

Just got back from soccer. Initial plan was running, but yeah, last min changes. Can't reject when my friends ask me to join for soccer. Hahha.

It was nice to sweat it out tho.

And so work was, as usual, full of laughter when deployed together with gebu! Hahah. But the night was very busy though. One came in after another. Grr. . .

Anyways, Seow Mei, congrats on you you getting transferred to K9. You've always wanted to be transferred there right. And now that you've got ur scholarship, I think the hours will be more flexible for you. All the best in K9 ya!! Than you can train your dog at home. Hahahah

Kinda bored now. Nothing much to do. Watching CSI and updating my blog at the same time. And also on youtube watching Ramli Sarip's Kamelia.

I know it's old school. Wth.

Okie. I got nothing much to blog about.

Oh, I still haven't get that mp3 player yet. Maybe I shall just get a Samsung one like gebu's. 1gb more than enuf. Enuf to inspire me to run longer with a mp3 on my arm pouch. Hehehe.

So I might be watching movie followed by desert tmr with a friend.

See how lah. . . . . .

I want excitement. I miss responsibilities.

~Selembut sutera kata MANISmu
Tapi tidak seputih salju
Menaman tebu dibibir saja
Inikah serentak sehaluan namanya~

2008-05-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

25th May @ 2349hrs

And so the deployment with gebu was, as usual full of laughter and crap. Hahah.

She is so gonna quote the above mentioned sentence to me tmr. Deployment tmr is the same as today. Good.

Some other random pics to upload here. Maybe if I'm not too tired, I shall upload it today.

Anyway, I'm going thru a mixed feeling at this very moment. I can't really describe it. It was something that I really didn't expect. The news that I heard was just. . . . . . . . .something u don't expect to come out from someone.

Okie. Now I'm stress. I feel like shouting now, but I can't. I want to run, but I sprained my ankle and I'm still not fully recovered yet. I want to talk, but the very few person that knows, I believe are asleep now.

And like gebu says, sometimes when the feeling comes back, u feel shitty. Well yeah, u r right, and adding to what I've heard just now, it's like adding fuel to fire.

I miss the responsibilities.

If life can be restart just by pressing a button, I want to restart mine. . . . . . can?

~dari ceruk ke pentas dunia, awas usah tersandung pula~

2008-05-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

25th May @ 2230hrs

And so I bought myself a black with thin red stripes polo tee. Wanted to get another Valentino polo tee and John Little, but couldn't find my size. Damn. The L size was too fitting for me.

Nvm.

I got my eyes on another polo tee and jeans at Giordano. Simple and nice. =) Shall buy them once I get my next pay.

Had my fair share of fun for the last 3 days. From gathering with the old classmates, chilling out at KTM and West Coast with the clique 4, to fishing at night at Changi. At least I manage to maximise my off days.

Gtg for now. Working tmr. Deployment with Zuhrah. YES!!!!!!!

Take care people.

2008-05-24T17:19:00.033+08:00

25th May 2008 @ 1337hrs

It's gonna be a pictorial blog. Pictures of dinner at KTM with the clique and the mini class gathering at Lau Pa Sat. I sure had fun for the past few days.

Unit yang seharusnya disimbah cat!!

Waited 40 mins for that idiot to finish mandi bunga

Rashid was asleep we had to knock on his door.

pics taken at random

mcm paham!

bakal crew F1. (tetap mcm paham)

gambar gelap mcm org nya =p

child-like regression =)

Taken at McCafe West Coast @ 03:15am

That's mine! Heheh. . .

Aidil n Rashid. (maner peh garang jer. . .)

Zul n myself. . we look like gayboys. hahahah

errr. . . . . . . . .

The clique 4

7 years of friendship =)

The following pics was taken @ Lau Pa Sat yesterday during the gathering. Only 7 turned up, but it was still fun!

Zul, myself, Ayin and Sabrina

The Mob Squad

=)

From left: Ayin, Sabrina, Azmi, Jay n gf and Zul

Candid 1

Candid 2

candid 3

Foods galore. . .there was more to come!

simple delicious! bbq prawns.

Otw to Riverside Point

That's is for now. The rest of the pic is either with Ayin or with Sabrina. Shall upload once I get the pic.

Okie Ayin, plan for the next ya!!

Taking care people!

2008-05-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

23rd May 2008 @ 0027hrs

I'm hook onto John Legends - Ordinary people.

Relaxing enough for you to play the music on your car with the windows wind down and cruising along ECP. *note, I mention cruising, not speeding =)

Click n enjoy.

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

chorus
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
We head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel just like walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

2008-05-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

21st May 2008 @ 2136hrs

Just got back from soccer. Was okie lah, except that the weather was super hot. Hahaha.

Nice to sweat it out though.

Hafeez from IJC happen to pass by, so yeah, he joined in too.

And so enquired from him whether he's coming for the HomeComing @ Riverside. I think he's going. Haven't asked the rest of the ex-rss yet, but under the 'who's coming' list stated in the webbie, seems like alot. Although the ones that graduated during my year (2001) seems to be less than my 5 fingers. Hahahah.

But most prob I'm going. For the fun of it. Hehe.

Anyway, received an sms from my supervisor that I have to report to work by 0645hrs tmr due to some last min escort duty. Damn. I'm suppose to start work at 9!! But nevermind, last min changes is part n parcel of this job.

I'm feeling shitty again.

~dari ceruk ke pentas dunia, awas usah tersandung pula~

~it's been a month since u left
I need someone to be there for me~

2008-05-21T15:00:00.008+08:00

21st May 2008 @ 1505hrs.

Just woke up from sleep. I slept at around 0430hrs this morning. =)

Anyway, was out yesterday. Went to meet Rashid at KTM. (it's at the railway station somewhere near Tanjong Pagar)

Been long since I last met him. Asyik kuat tanam hp jer. Hahah. SO fectch him from Bukit Merah before heading to KTM. Both of us were kinda hungry, so we ordered quite alot. Ader nasi lemak, soto ayam and satay. Hahah. . .mengemukkan kot.

Hahaha. . .who cares. So we did some catching ups and talked about out cliques. Hahha. .funny I tell you. If all the cliques were there, things would be much more happening. Hahah.

Ya loh. We sort of talked about the stupid stuffs we did the last time. And how we were so carefree before most of us entered NS.

Now most of us are either busy with our own careers or some still serving their NS.

Miss those times tho.

But at least the 14 of us didn't lose contact. =)

Anyways, planning to meet up the rest of the clique this Fri. Bonding2 lah kater kan. Haha. I know most of them cannot make it, but with whatever no strength there is, we will still meet up over dinner. Hahaha.

Orite then. So the old sch gathering is set at this Sat. Venue and time is still not confirm. But most probably it'll be held at Woodlands after 7. And Ayin, keep me infd okie!!!!

Most prob going fishing after the gathering. Hhahaha. . .sounds like so many activities line up this weekend. I can squeeze in more!! Hehehe. . . .

Orite. Off to soccer now. Taking care!!

@ KTM

Rashid and co

kwn2, tgk eh . . . dier nk buat magic lah!!

leap of faith (part 1)

leap of faith (part 2) Hahah. . . . .mazab maner ko blajar?

kereta yg telah byk berjasa dan tidak mengeluh =)

2008-05-19T15:09:00.003+08:00

Came across this lyric by Colin Raye, Love Me.
Listen and read thru.

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

"We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

renungkanlah. . . .

2008-05-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

19th May 2008 @ 1346hrs

So woke up at around 1pm. Wanted to sleep again but thanks to my wonderful neighbour above, was awoken up by him playing the 'rebana'

Thx eh!

And so the 2am in the morning conversation made me realise that some things are just not worth waiting for. Or is it? I don't know.

Whatever it is, I thank you for listening to me and giving me those advises.

I so wanna watch Ayat-ayat Cinta and Ironman!!

Here I am thinking about you, wondering how you are, hoping for at least a msg from you, asking myself whether I will bump into you one day, but there you are having fun and not the least feeling anything. It so hurts to know that the only happy times that I can have of you is when you appear in my dream.

Suddenly, I miss the feeling of the first 3 months when I was inside HTA doing my basic police training. The times when you look forward to booking out on Fri evening and booking in Sun night, and enjoying the the 2 precious off days that you have after 5 days of training.

And not forgetting the PT sessions.

Then there was dreadness of going classes and having to learn the theory lessons of Laws and certain sections. The procedure wise and stuff. Then there was the Senario Based Test. The PSOC. And having to learn how to fast during Ramadhan knowing that the training will never be compromise even during that month. Everything I did and the stupid stuffs that you do with your former bunk mates, can never be repeated outside.

It's no wonder that they say, the basic training period, be it in the Army, Police or SCDF, has the most wonderful memories.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anyway, night shift today. Sianz.

I'm feeling better though.

The urge is there, but I shall endure.

~And between now and then till I see you again~

2008-05-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

18th May 2008
Time check: 2357hrs

Got home from work at around 1030pm. Went for a drink with Khai at Al-Ameen. Slow service as usual.

Endured the sickness for the whole day at work. The flu and the body ache made it worse. Asked Shawaliah to get me the Vicks Inhaler. Luckily she's working flexi shift, if not, I think the whole roll of toilet paper would be gone.

And so I applied leave for this coming Friday. Just feel that I need the extra 1 off day to relax myself. Alot of things on my mind.

And so to say, my off days will be this coming Tues, Wed, Fri, Sat and Sun. It may seem alot, but for those who know my shift calendar like Lina, (she purposely wants her name to be reflected here. . . ahahah) it's just an extra one day off for me. So yeah.

I just don't like the feeling of being lost. It's just like being a driftwood in the middle of the sea without knowing where you are going. Sometimes, I just have alot of things to share, but to whom I want to share the story with, that's the question mark. . . .(not to mention someone special of course . . )

Haiz. . .

I'm missing out on something.

I envy others.

2008-05-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

17th May 2008
Time check: 2209hrs

So went for soccer earlier in the morning at around 1130am. Was suppose to meet Haikal at 1115, but he was stuck in a jam. In the end, met him around 12. Thx eh!! Hehe.

So yeah, played for around 3 hours before leaving. Haikal had to proceed down to Toa Payoh coz he had tix for what event which I still do not know. Hahahah. . . . .

As for me, I had to rush home coz I was suppose to fetch his lil bro, Hakim from tuition.

So anyway, after fetching Hakim, went to fetch Izzana and Bibik. All of us headed to Bugis coz the orang kaya baru wanted to shop. Hahaha.

Had our lunch at Zam Zam Restaurant, the one directly opposite Sultan Mosque. Had chicken chop and murtabak. The murtabak was shared among us lah. . .tkkan mkn sorang. Gemuk lah gitu. Hahaha.

Thx eh Haikal!!!! Boy bubble! Hahaha. Yg lain jgn mcm paham.

Walked to Bugis after that. So the OKB shopped around together with Bibik. They bought quite a no of tops I think. I was looking around for a simple polo tee, but couldn't find one. Proceeded to Bossini, but still, all round neck tees. Nvm lah. . . will proceed to Causeway Point when I'm free.

Aper Bik? Menyesal ikut OKB gi shopping? Hahah. . . . .

Anyway, bumped into Shawaliah at Bugis. She was with her significant other. Cya tmr at work!!

Sianz. Working on tmr. What to do. . . .shift work. Tak kenal hols and weekends.

And Zul, mungkin next week we head down Changi or Punggol orite. Kalau ko nk jln2 town bawa joran pun okie gakz. Hahaha. Will keep u infd. Just don't tanam ur hp.

Alot to blog down, but I think they are just irrelevant posts.

Taking care people!

Chalo beti.

U r just so numb.
happily ever after I guess

2008-05-17T02:01:00.002+08:00

17th May 2008
Time check: 0201hrs

Eyes still wide open. I just can't get to sleep even tho I'm feeling sick. I hate the feeling of sickness. Damn!

Anyway, work was okie lah. My deployment was together with Zuhrah. Hahaha. Pure kecohness. I just practically talked to her about everything and we just joked the whole night. Hahaha. At least there's somebody I'm close to at work. And Zuhrah, I know you are reading this. . . THX EH!!!! Buang suah!!!! Hahahahah. . . .

Yang tak tau tanyer, jgn mcm paham

But yeah, a tinge of sadness amidst the laughter.

So went to Yishun for supper with Zul earlier. Ate Thosai and prata. Now I feel like vomitting. I so hate to be sick.

Next Fri IPPT again. I so must get this done and over with.

24th is the gathering. Venue still not decided yet. Seems like alot of my ex-classmates is turning up. Tapi yg last min bubble. . . .tk tau lah yer. . .

Maybe I'll get that mp3 player next week.

Waiting for this friend of mine to be free. Hehe. . gd luck ya!!! I hope you do make it through the interview.

Ciaoz.

u are just so numb
It's been 1 month

2008-05-15T14:37:00.006+08:00

15th May 2008
Time check: 1445hrs

Just woke up from sleep. Slept kinda late yesterday.

Mum's at the hospital. Alone at home at the moment. Maybe I'll just have my late lunch at Banquet before going to work.

Think I'll be running at night tmr. First off anyway. And I can't wait to get my hands on that mp3 player. Heheh.

Anyway Zul, any plans tmr nite? Dah lamer tk jalan bawa joran nih. Heheheh.

Tau tkper. Tak tau tanyer. Jgn Mcm Paham. =)

Zuhrah aka GebuManis. Hahah. My closest colleague at work =)

the effects of after lunch. . . . . . . . . . .

somebody says I look sleazy in this pic. Thx eh!!

Just where are you?. . . . . . . . . .

2008-05-15T00:39:00.004+08:00

Haha. . .purposely published the previous post, coz if I were to continue, it would be too long for you to read. Heheh. .

So anyway, after the course, some of us had our own plans. So left the place individually.

As for me, I met up with this really old friend of mine for dinner =) It was more like a belated birthday outing for me. Hahah.

So met up at Woodlands. We had a few places to choose from for dinner. But whatever it is, it had to be out of Woodlands sector. Hehe. . in the end, chose Swensens @ Tampines Mall.

Drove there at 7. (you looked shocked, surprise and excited. . .heheh)

Arrived at around 1945hrs. Queued for like 15mins before we got our table. Okie lah. At least we didn't need to wait too long.

So yah, ordered the food. And we talked stuffs. Alot I should say. Exchaged stories. So left around 9+. Wanted to order dessert, but too full. So next time ya? EH!! I want to watch Iroman lah!!!! Hahahahah. .. .

Reached Woodlands around 10. The rest is history. Btw, thx for going out with me ya. And for making me smile and laugh throughout. You made my day =) Hehe. I feel bad though for you know I know. Ooops.

Anyway, I'll confirm with you again on Fri ya. Then maybe we go get your mp3 player also. Hahaha.

Nitez people!!!

Head tilt chin lift

2 blows!!! no pulse!!!

Begin CPR. Zaap. .. . . . hahahaha

I hoped u r happy.
U feel me?

2008-05-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

15th May 2008
Time check: 0001hrs.

So I just got back from work. Yeah it's late. Hehhe. Not in the mood to talk about work though. Shit happens. Yeah. Some other worthy things worth blogging about. =)

Let me tell you first. It's gonna be a long draggy entry. So if you don't feel like scrolling through this entry, you are most welcome to click on links on the right or just move on to another webbie. Heheh.

Okie. So my AED course on my 2nd off day turns out to be SUPER FUN!! Yeah. Really didn't regret turning up. So I was at the People's Park Complex by 0830 hrs. Wanted to breakfast at McDonald's initially, but budget lah. Hehe. . .so breakfast at this coffeeshop just opposite Mc. As usual, tea, 2 slices of bread plus 2 half boil eggs. Yummy! =)

After which, at 9, proceeded with the AED course. I didn't know there was this First Aid training center at People's Park. The training center is kinda 'ulu'. We had difficulty finding the training center at first. It was suppose to be at the 6th floor, but somehow, the maximum level the lift could go was the 5th floor if I'm not mistaken. Hahaha.

We were suppose to find this staircase which was suppose to lead us to this training center. So after a few mins or so of searching, we finally found the staircase, and it led us to the rooftop, which was where the training center was. Well, not exactly rooftop lah. . . .

Oh yah, forgot to mention, AED stands for Automated External Defiblirator. Zaap. . .kencang sey. Hahaha. I personally think that the trainer plays a very important part in the course. The way he teaches us and making us participate during the course, was what made the course fun!

So we were taught CPR, which most of us have undergone during our training stint at TRACOM. This time were taught more in detail, theory wise what is Clinical Death and what is Biological Death. Then there is this Xyphoid Process, Asytole, VF, Stomach Distension, Cardiac Arrest etc. It really an eye opener for me.

Then comes the AED part. It's like a 2 pads, one to stick on the right chest just below the collarbone, the other just lower the left nipple, after which you follow the on screen instructions. At a press of a button, you pass static electricity to the persons body to restart the heart and pulse. No pulse, begin CPR. So yeah, sounds complicated right? But in actual fact, it's easy lah. Shall not go through more into detail coz it's gonna take more than one page. Haha. Just ask me personally and I'll gladly telll u about it. Hehe.

So at the end of the day, there's a theory test, practical test which consist of CPR and CPR + AED. Also there was sort of like a Senario Based Test to see how we would react in real life. But the actors were over dramatic. Hahahaha. But that's where the fun was. I don't think I can describe it here. But really. . . .super fun!!

Certified CPR and AED by the end of the course. *claps . =)

2008-05-13T00:48:00.002+08:00

13th May 2008
Time check: 0048hrs

Got home from work at around 11am. Ate breakfast with Khairi at station while waiting for Razif. Then, off we went to Serangoon coz Khairi wanted to pay his bike instalment or something.

So yeah. Bypass Tekka Market. Memories.

Was sleepy througout the journey, but the kecoh-ness in the car kept me awake. Hahah.

Woke up around 6pm. Nothing to do. Bathed, watch Tv. Got a call from my team mate that I do not have to attend In-service tmr. All the better, at least I need not run. Hahaha. But instead I need to go to People's Park Complex to attend AED course.

It's something got to do with saving lifes lah. If I'm not mistaken, it's where you pass through electric currents to revive someone. Heck, tmr then I shall know.

So left home around 9pm. No particular place or journey in mind. Just felt like driving around. So drove until AMK. Then I remembered my former team mate, Seow Mei, is doing KB Npp. So headed down.

But she was already back at station. So yeah. Msg her. Went to Mc Cafe at Northpoint for a drink. Talked about everything. Including her studies. Bright future ah Seow Mei. Hahaha.

If I ever see working at 77th Street, you don't pierce wrongly ah. Hahahah

Left around 12am.

p/s: Age is just a number to let us know how long we've lived. But the thinking, the life, the experience and the maturity which we've undergone so far, is something which can't be bought overnight.

Gotta wake up early tmr. Nitez people. And to you.

Our supposed 25th.
I still love you.

2008-05-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

10 May 2008
Time check: 0023hrs

So a total of 18 people said 'Happy Birthday' to me, either face to face, calls or messages. Hahaha.
I counted loh. I purposely printed my name and contact no with the msg, 'Happy Birthday To Me', than pasted it on the door. So whoever comes in and wants to find me would say, 'Eh tdy ur bdae ah? . . . .eh happy birthday. . bla bla bla' Hahahahah.

Funny. Haha.

But sad case isn't it to be working on my birthday. No one special to spend personally with. BoohoO!

Like how Shawaliah says ' Kalau rindu mesti ader flu' . Hahah . .tapi orang kat sini tkder flu pun.Hehehe. Sarcasm

Okie lah. Work today was quite busy I would say. Nearing to end of shift, that's where the peak hour kicks in. Reports would just multiply quickly. Grr. . .

Anyway, ate at NakeD Fish just now. Somewhere near my work place, at this grassroot club. I wonder why they call it Naked FIsh. Anyway, ate there with my family. She could'n't make it coz she had her own family gathering. (paternal side. . how I wish u cud be there)

The food wasn't bad lah. But I think Long John is better. ehehehe

Went home after that. Nothing much to blog about though.

Happy Birthday to me once again!! Age is just a number.

Tau tkper, tk tau tanyer, jgn mcm paham.

sad thing to be working on my bdae. . haiz. . .

My feelings r still the same.

138506

2008-05-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

10 May 08
Time check: 0044hrs

Happy 23rd Birthday To Me!

It may sounds old, but age is just a number to me. Yeah. Still young at heart. Hehehe

To Haikal, Hakim and Izzana. Thanks for the perfume ya. I really appreciate it very much. You 3 are just so fun to be with. I really thank you for everything!!

And to your parents, thanks a lot for the dinner treat!! Kenyang perut abg. Hehe. Happy mother's day to your mum!!! And still to your parents, thanks for the advice and for treating me , like how ur dad says, like a son. I thank you for everything!!

TO Izzati, it was a big shock and surprise to see u coming. I admit that the first few hours in the car was very very weird for me. I just didn't know how to talk to you. But in the end yeah.

It was nice to smile in front of you. And by now, you should still know how strongly I feel about you. I miss you alot though.

You the first one to be accepted. What come may, I'm still down here for you. Just pleaaassseee, don't tanam your hp.

Maybe I'm just slow. Maybe I'm a failure.
But it's not impossible

3 more days

2008-05-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

9 May 2008
Time check: 0031hrs

Just got back from soccer. Also went for a short run before that. Feels so good to be sweating it out. I don't care knowing that a few hours from now I have IPPT at Old PA.

I'm stress!!! REALLY!

Nobody understands exactly how I feel. It feels so shitty inside. It feels like . . . . I don't know how to describe. You just need to go through it to understand. I hate this feeling!!!

Damn!! I so feel like shouting now. This is the time when I really wish I have my own siblings to share my problems with.

At times I think I'm chasing after pavements that leads to nowhere. At times I deceive myself. At times, I just act everything is okie.

Tapi Tuhan sajer yg tahu aper yg diraserkan di sini.

I mean for now, I just don't know what's the meaning or definition of the word TRUST. It
just so being misuse.

Even promises. I hate being backstabbed!

And everytime this happen, I just have to go through this alone.

It's a replica. And to you, if you are reading this, I'm sure you know what I mean.

You just had so much effect on me!

Thank you very much.

All I need was a msg from you, but it seems so. . . far. If you know what I mean.

Perhaps, you just want to wait till it's too late. Everything's rosy for you now. You don't care about your surroundings, or at least those people who still care for you.

KARMA.

What goes around comes around. For now, I don't have anybody close for me to relate to. Even at 3am. You crushed me just like that.

But I've forgiven you for all that mistakes. And I have my mistakes too, I won't deny that.

I guess, you are still cold and blinded by love now.

It's as if I never existed. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Take care!

I'm still here.

You are just so different from everybody else

1 more day . . . . . . . . .

138506

2008-05-08T18:05:00.002+08:00

8 May 2008
Time check: 1808hrs

Just woke up from sleep. Got home around 12pm today after my night shift. Ate heavy breakfast at station's canteen. Hehehe. Still full now.

Night shift was rather okie. Nothing much happen. I think it's one of those days where you get to relax abit. ABIT only okie.

Somehow or rather, I feel that at times, your hard work are not being appreciated enough. A small mistake you make, and that's it. The scoldings you get is as tho you've made some grave mistake that can never be forgiven.

Salah sekecil debu, dipandang sebesar bumi. Silap setapak kuman, dipandang langkah gergasi.

Get it?

Nvm.

IPPT tmr. Sianz. 2nd off day have to wake up early and head down to Old PA. I'll just take it as though I'm having my morning excercise loh. Heheh. . .

Oh yah, my former classmate text me saying that the old school gathering will be held on the 24th of this month, which is my 1st off. Should be able to make it lah.

Where and what we are going to do, I do not know. But makan is definitely a yes. Hahaha. ..

So Zul, take note of the date ya. I'll keep you updated of the time and venue. Roger out!

I'm lost.

2 more days to. . . . . . .

5 more days to . . . . . . . .

I really miss u alot down here. . . . . . .

~Seraut jatuh alis anggun pesona
Lenggok bibir lentik mengikut irama kata
Mata menggorak tanah tampak tiada
Debar-berdebar degup hati menggelabah
Dipaut cinta . . . . . . . .cinta asmara~

138506
I still love u

2008-05-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

7 May 2008
Time check: 0023hrs

Still alive and kicking at this hour. Don't feel sleepy even though the day was kind of tiring for me.

Anti-crime rounds was cancelled today due to unforseen circumstances. Postpone to the 25th I think.

Yeah.

Starting work at 2030hrs tmr, maybe I'll go running around station first before starting work.

This coming Fri IPPT at Old PA. Sianz. Must pass Azri!!!!! Hahah.

So a friend of mine went home early today. Hope your parents are fine. Keep me updated ya.

Can't elaborate more on work. (how i wish to. . . haha)

What else can I blog?

Oh, my cousin from my father's side called me earlier to ask how I am n stuffs. Hahah. . .weird to hear that from him, and the best thing is, both of us have no siblings and is working in the same force. Hehehe

Apart from that, my former classmates called. They too were asking how's life and stuff. Got to know that one of my classmates is now working at AIA Insurance while the other is a building drafter, something related to my course.

So yeah, we talked for a while and suddenly realise how each and everyone of us has grown up and has their own career. No more skipping classes and just going to the canteen and laugh our hearts out. No more I-don't-care-don't-bother-attitude. Hahahah

And so they are planning to meet up soon over dinner. Yeah, they sure gonna talk about how we all used-to-do-this-and-that. Haha. . .just remembering it can make me laugh on my own.

Hahaha. . .

Nothing else to do. Gonna play psp for now. See ya!

And Seow Mei, once u get your fat paycheck, don't forget to treat me hor!!! hehehe. . .

3 days to. . . . . . . . .

6 more days to. . . . .

I miss u alot. I do.

138506

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~I'm hanging by a thread
I want to start this all over again

I just want to scream
How could this happen to me~

2008-05-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

Time check: 2321hrs

So went out for dinner with my collegue, Seow Mei, at Northpoint just now.

She ate this vegetarian set, while I had this Nasi Pattaya with tofu. Okie lah. . .not that nice but acceptable.

After that, talked about stuffs. She took up this scholarship from SIM. Not bad huh Seow Mei. Ur future gonna be brighter than what it is now. Hahahahah.

If your plan goes out well, I think WED no more woman PO already. Hahahah.

Anyways, after everything, went to pay my handphone bill which is long overdue at Vista Point.

Headed home after that.

Morning shift tmr. Sianz.

Nitez people. Take care ya.

And I hate liars.

~you had so much effect on me~

5 more days to. . . . . . . .

8 more days to. . . . . . . .

I noe I'm gonna be disappointed.

I miss u tho.