It was worth it to cycle all the way there.

But I was shocked by what she told me.

Right now, I don't give too hoots who's reading my blog.

She looked sweet. Haven't been seeing her since last Sat.

The cd was an excuse for me.

I needed to have something to back me up.

It paid off.

But, things are taking a drastic change.

The obstacles are getting greater as days goes by.

It's already bad enough that I don't get to see her everyday.

Why can't someone understand me?

At this point of time, I just need someone to understand who I really am.

I need someone who knows who the real me is.

I need some who understands why I'm doing all this.

I'm a sucker for fate, but I believe we should decide it and not the other way round.

Like Nad says 'For a pencil, what matters most is not its design but the lead. It's the inside the matters most'

I'm sure YOU understand.

But the bottomline is, I'm not giving up.

Well are you?