I don't how to say how I'm feeling right now.

Have you ever feel, out of the blue, your mood suddenly swings? No,
I'm not talking about girls having their PMS. It's me. That's how
I'm feeling right now.

All of a sudden, there's alot in my mind. Alot of shitload of stress.
All of a sudden, I feel as though I'm lost. Lost in what? I don't know.

And to add to that, I shall be honest,and I'm sorry, suddenly I feel I'm losing my special someone. Am I being to good? It sucks when I can't can't it back or turn back time to start again. Loved???

I hate when this mood sets in. Everything doesn't seem right for me. Saw this chinese
show, and a quote from this actor 'The greatest regret in life is when you see someone
you love in front of you and you can't have them'

Somehow or rather I think its true. I know anybody out there will agree with me. That's beside the point. The point is, I'm losing.

Then there's the feeling of being withdrawn. You just can't click with your friends anymore although you've mix around with them for long.

Argh. It doesn't help that I'm pouring my woes here.

Good luck to everybody in whatever you do.

Take care.