I hate it when people don't mean their words.
I hate it when people say one thing and do another.
I hate it when people lie to me.
I hate it when people come find me only in time of difficulties.
I hate to be kept in the dark.
I hate it to have my full trust being breached.
I hate lots more.


Soccer just now was okay. Release all the anger inside me.
Did it help? Well a little bit. There's still some more inside. Some of the peeps who
came down was busy planning for V.day and stuffs. Do me a favor frens,
stop mentioning the word V.day in front of me or telling me you have a gf, who
she is or how wonderful she is etc.

V.day doesn't mean anything to me now. All my plannings have been futile and yeah.
I'm alone. I've lose someone. You feel me?

So perdana training yesterday was okie. Youth squad I heard. Well, lets just enjoy.
Kalah dah mesti, menang blom tau, yang penting happy. Kalau dapat masuk final tu dah kirakan bonus.

Planning to stay out tonite. Don't know where. I can't take this any longer.

And to those who still have their loved ones with them, treasure them aight. You never know when they'll be gone, even if you are good to them. Fate? yes. But you still have
to work it out. Learn to love and learn each other, even if its difficult. You'll see the magic.

I just realised I need to get myself a new set of disposable lens.

Take care people.

Life is not a fairytale like you imagine.