1711hrs

Just woke up from sleep. Got back from work at 12pm. I was at the hospital from 5am till 10am at the observation ward. It's been a tiring and painful night for me. Don't ask me why.

I'm so disappointed. . . . . . . .

And so, not one msg from her, even tho everytime my hp beep, I just so wish it was from her. Maybe promises are just promises. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .maybe

True love.

So yeah, I hope you are doing fine. I don't even know if you are reading this butI'll just update it.

My 1st off day, and suddenly I have nothing to look forward to unlike the last time. It used to be different. That andreline rush. .. . . . . .

I'm just like a small kid that needs special love, care and concern from someone.

But I guess, this small kid is being left alone, despite his condition, having to fend on his own without having someone behind him.

Still, he's being hopeful.
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I came across one particular phrase while I was doing my Isyak prayers yesterday. I wouldn't say it's a phrase lah, it's more like . . hmm. .. .I don't know. You guys just read it and ponder for yourself.



~jangan bersedih sekiranya orang yang selama ini dekat denganmu menikam anak panah di tubuhmu, kerana nanti kamu akan menemui orang yang akan mencabut panah tersebut, mengubati lukamu dan mengembalikan senyumanmu~






11 days before my birthday.









14 days before the 25th










I miss you alot!