25th May @ 2349hrs

And so the deployment with gebu was, as usual full of laughter and crap. Hahah.

She is so gonna quote the above mentioned sentence to me tmr. Deployment tmr is the same as today. Good.

Some other random pics to upload here. Maybe if I'm not too tired, I shall upload it today.

Anyway, I'm going thru a mixed feeling at this very moment. I can't really describe it. It was something that I really didn't expect. The news that I heard was just. . . . . . . . .something u don't expect to come out from someone.

Okie. Now I'm stress. I feel like shouting now, but I can't. I want to run, but I sprained my ankle and I'm still not fully recovered yet. I want to talk, but the very few person that knows, I believe are asleep now.

And like gebu says, sometimes when the feeling comes back, u feel shitty. Well yeah, u r right, and adding to what I've heard just now, it's like adding fuel to fire.

I miss the responsibilities.

If life can be restart just by pressing a button, I want to restart mine. . . . . . can?














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