10 March @ 1829hrs

Work was hectic. It was really hectic and I don't wish to specify.

I'm just tired.

Anyway, today's PaMa wedding anniversary. It's been more than 20 years since you both got married. Happy anniversary PaMa. I know I haven't been a good son to you all this years, but at least I'm sure you know that I'm not wayward. How I wish I can tell you in person.

I'm mature enough. I have a full time career now, and I'm not getting any younger. My mindset has change. And especially to you Ma, I hope you'll see me growing up, to become a better person and insyallah, see me getting married. Given your medical condition, I can only pray hard. I may be rude to you, I may look as tho I don't care.

But truth is, I care. I only have you in this lifetime. I have a soft spot. Once again, Happy Anniversary to both of you.

Pray for me, may I get to clear this problem of mine asap. Insyallah.